Fanfiction Index Updated 11/21/2009
Completed Multichapter fics (in order they were written):
-It all Started With a Photoshoot: It was a normal day in the life of Kato Shigeaki. Nothing new had happened at work, and it was becoming dull. But today, the director ordered the NewS members to style eachothers outfits for the photoshoot. Nishikido Ryo was in charge of styling Shige, but things got awkward when Ryo started to feel something he had never felt before for another guy.
Genre: Romance, Angst
RATING: NC-17 for the first chapter; PG-13 for the rest~
[ Chapter 1: The Photoshoot]
[ Chapter 2: Misunderstandings]
[ Chapter 3: Breaking Apart]
[ Chapter 4: The Truth]
-Our Little Secret: One day Ryo spots his bandmate, Shige in a club working a "not-so-innocent" second job. Ryo has never paid attention to him that much, but seeing him do this sparks his interest and concerns. The 2 become closer, but what happens when things happen that not only threaten to break them up, but to seperate them forever?
Genre: Romance, Angst
RATING: PG-13
[ Chapter 1: Discovery]
[ Chapter 2: A Closer Look]
[ Chapter 3: Calm Before the Storm]
[ Chapter 4: A Scare]
[ Chapter 5: Silence]
[ Chapter 6: Strength]
[ Chapter 7: Dreams of an Angel]
[ Chapter 8: Storm's Clearing]
-No Longer A Game: Ryo is stuck in an engagement with a woman picked out by his controlling father. He is bored with her and wants to have some fun playing a "game" with someone he can control easily, Shige. It was the perfect plan, but what happens when Shige turns against him, and Ryo realizes that for him it's no longer a game?
Genre: Romance, Angst, Drama
Warning: Father/son Abusive relationship
RATING: PG-13
[ Chapter 1: The Game Begins]
[ Chapter 2: Just Ignore It]
[ Chapter 3: Instincts]
[ Chapter 4: Punishment]
[ Chapter 5: Running in Circles]
[ Chapter 6: Leaving it Behind]
-Some Things Never Change: Shige(age 14) is a very intelligent yet introverted and shy boy, and Ryo(age 17) is popular, unmotivated jerk who doesn't care about school. When Ryo is failing his classes and is in danger of not graduating, he goes to Shige for help. Shige tutors him in academic subjects, and Ryo helps Shige with his image and his inability to talk to girls. Though, what happens when unexpected feelings begin to emerge, and things begin to go in the opposite direction of what they truly want?
Genre: High School AU, Romance, Angst, Drama, A bit of Crack&Fluff
RATING: NC-17 for chapter 14, PG-13 for the rest
[ Chapter 1: New Student]
[ Chapter 2: Tutor!Shige]
[ Chapter 3: Lessons]
[ Chapter 4: Dinner]
[ Chapter 5: Drunken Decisions]
[ Chapter 6: Effects of One Drunken Night]
[ Chapter 7: Bittersweetness]
[ Chapter 8: Saying Goodbye]
[ Chapter 9: Internship]
[ Chapter 10: Memories]
[ Chapter 11: The Intimidation of a Touch]
[ Chapter 12: Acceptance]
[ Chapter 13: Cloudy Inhibitions]
[ Chapter 14: Emersion of Unspoken Feelings]
[ Chapter 15: A New Beginning]
-Distance Brings You Closer: Ryo and Shige were the best of friends until different stresses got to them and they began to grow apart. Ryo's constant verbal abuse to Shige only increases the distance between them, until they become lost in a dangerous relationship with each other. Different feelings begin to surface but is their once strong bond already destroyed beyond repair?
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst, Friendship
RATING: PG-13 for the first 3 chapters, R for the rest~
[ Chapter 1: Changes]
[ Chapter 2: Transfer]
[ Chapter 3: Acceptance and Resistance]
[ Chapter 4: Mistakes]
[ Chapter 5: The Beginning of a New Relationship]
[ Chapter 6: A New Friend Brings Much Needed Advice]
[ Chapter 7: Memories Under the Stars]
[ Chapter 8: The Return]
[ Chapter 9: As One Wall Collapses]
[ Chapter 10: Falling Raindrops]
[Chapter 11: Closing]
-Finding Something to Live For: After witnessing the tragic murder of his parents when he was 15, Ryo was kidnapped and trained to be an assassin for a man who is a friend of his parents and also wants revenge. Now 25, he is ordered to kill a boy named Kato Shigeaki, but things begin to change course when it turns out that the boy is actually connected with the murder that occurred 10 years ago. (I don't want to give too much away, gomen ^^;)Loosely inspired by Ryusei no Kizuna
Genre: AU, Crime, Angst, Romance
RATING: R for violence and language
Warning: Blood, Abuse, Death
[Chapter 01: The Order]
[Chapter 02: A Deal of Life or Death]
[Chapter 03: Adjusting]
[Chapter 04: Fear]
[Chapter 05: Deepening Connection]
[Chapter 06: In too Deep]
[Chapter 07: More Painful than Death]
[Chapter 08: Lost and in Danger]
[Chapter 09: The New Deal]
[Chapter 10: A Renewing Connection]
[Chapter 11: Shattering Glass]
[Chapter 12 Part 1][Chapter 12 Part 2][Chapter 12 Part 3]
-Waiting For Yesterday: Beneath the shroud of loud blasting music and alcohol at a club, Ryo spots Shige sitting alone at the bar. Neither wanting to commit to being exclusive with anyone, they became enveloped in a purely physical, no-strings attached relationship. But nothing ever works out perfectly in those kind of relationships, does it?
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst
RATING: NC-17
[Chapter 01: Meeting]
[Chapter 02: Unfinished Business]
[Chapter 03: Excitement]
[Chapter 04: Agreement]
[Chapter 05: A Fit of Anger]
[Chapter 06: A New Flame of Attachment Faces Obstacles]
[Chapter 07: Lies that Shatter a Heart]
[Chapter 08: Yesterday Can Make You Stronger Part 1 of 4]
[Chapter 08: Yesterday Can Make You Stronger Part 2 of 4]
[Chapter 08: Yesterday Can Make You Stronger Part 3 of 4]
[Chapter 08: Yesterday Can Make You Stronger Part 4 of 4]
-7 Prices of Greed: After an experimentation gone wrong, Tegoshi, Yamapi, Koyama and Massu were given different abilities - manipulation of electricity, freezing time, healing, and the generation of fire. Three years later, Shige was caught saved by the four, including another named Ryo. Shige takes an interest in Ryo, but what happens when he is told that because of a curse, Ryo is forbidden to feel human touch, and if he does, that person must pay the seven prices of greed? How do you love someone who you can’t touch…
Genre: AU, Supernatural, Action, Romance
RATING: PG-13
[Chapter 01: Abilities]
[Chapter 02: Explanation]
[Chapter 03: Adjusting to the Unbelievable]
[Chapter 04: And So it Begins]
[Chapter 05: Bait Part 1]
[Chapter 05: Bait Part 2]
[Chapter 06: Blurry Realization Meets with Memories Part 1]
[Chapter 06: Blurry Realization Meets with Memories Part 2]
[Chapter 07: The Day of Broken Greed]
[Chapter 08: Dangerous Control]
[Chapter 09: The Final Battle]
[Chapter 10: Pained Explanation in a World of Contradiction]
[Chapter 11: Peak]
[Chapter 12: Where Fate Brings You]
[Chapter 13a: Falling]
[ Chapter 13b: Crashing into the End]
[ Chapter 14: Underneath it All]
[ Chapter 15a: Train Rides]
[ Chapter 15b: The Decision]
[ Chapter 16: Rising Up]
-If Only I Had...: Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things to live with and we always wish for a way to bring that person back. However, there are some times when that person is better off dead. After all, some reunions aren't always so sweet.
RATING: PG-13
Genre: AU, Romance, Angst, Supernatural
Warnings: Violence/Abuse in chapters 1-6
[Chapter 01: Gawking Faces]
[Chapter 02: Orange and Blue]
[ Chapter 03: Emptiness]
[ Chapter 04: From Blue to Grey]
[ Chapter 05: Just Listen]
[Chapter 06: Real]
[ Chapter 07: Distant Light]
[Chapter 08: A Trip from the Past and Present]
[ Chapter 09: Contradictions and Understanding]
[ Chapter 10: Tears of Closure]
[Chapter 11: How Far Will One Go for Love?]
[ Chapter 12: Comfort and Confrontation]
[ Chapter 13a: Need]
[ Chapter 13b: Hold On]
[ Chapter 14: Black and White]
[ Chapter 15: Fate's Grasp]
[Chapter 16: Setting Free]
[ Chapter 17: Clinging to a Breaking Thread]
[ Chapter 18a: From Grey Back to Blue]
[ Chapter 18b: Change]
[ Chapter 19: A Flow like Water]
[ Chapter 20: No More Gawking Faces]
-Hard Hand to Hold: A story that shows two people looking back on a relationship that dissolved before attempting to bring it back to life. A hard hand to hold shouldn’t be so hard to let go of.
RATING: Mostly PG-13
Genre: AU
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[ Nine]
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[ Eleven]
[ Twelve]
[ Last - Seasons]
One-Shots:
-Boredom: Basically, Shige comes out on top...literally. Part of my seme!Shige Experiment(s!S EX)
RATING: NC-17/R
Genre: PWP
[ Boredom]
- Dark Figure in the White Snow - A friendship that began with a photograph of rejection. Told from Shige's POV.
Pairings: KoyaShige (friendship) and hinted RyoShige
WC: 1100
A/N: Requested by and written for pansocuep~
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Ongoing Multichapter Fics:
-Snow and Ash: Sequel to 7 Prices of Greed. Misery loves company. Snow is beautiful and gentle, but frozen. And ash is what's left behind after being consumed by the flames of fear and hatred. What if the battle isn't over?
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Supernatural, Action, Mystery, Romance
Pairings: RyoShige, Koyamapi
[One: A Piercing Cry]
[ Two: Wings of a Crow, Twins]
[ Three: Breaking Comfort]
[Four: Counting the Hours, Counting the Seconds]
[Five: Undeserved Punishment and Temptation]
[Six: Going Back]
[ Seven: Voices]
[ Eight Part One: Consequences]
[ Eight Part Two: Time and Three: Fading]
[ Nine: Trust]
[ Ten: Sinking to the Horizon]
[ Eleven: Weight]
[ Twelve: Goodbye]
[ Thirteen: Lie]
[ Fourteen: The Only Thing Left to Do]
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