gah!
there are times when i just dont understand ppl. i once loved a boy, a sweet, caring, loving, humble boy, but ended the relationship badly. everything was my fault.
ever since we broke up, this boy has become, pompous, callous, uncaring, conceited, and, to make a long story short, an ass. he has all but alienated all the people who care about him, and has spent a majority of his time in the company of a girl who i dont know well, but will say is probably the worst influence on him that anyone could be. i think the only positive thing this girl has done for him is give him self-confidence.
i worry for him constantly. i am friends with the people he is/was friends with, and they all feel as if he's become a different person- cold and mean.
i didnt know what to do when he began to talk to me again. i had apologized for my stupid actions when we were together, but i wanted to let him know that things have changed since then, and i've learned from those mistakes. so i apologized to him again, and he scoffed at me. so i confronted him about it, telling him everything i mention here. i told him how i was scared for him, scared that at the rate he's going, he wont have any more friends after this girl leaves him behind. i am so sad for him right now...
i dont know if i did the right thing, but i cant apologize to him for telling the truth. i cant apologize for being sad that the boy i loved is gone, and that in his place stands some little prick. i just cant apologize for that...
now, i just have to wait for the flood of people yelling at me... oy, givalt...
ever since we broke up, this boy has become, pompous, callous, uncaring, conceited, and, to make a long story short, an ass. he has all but alienated all the people who care about him, and has spent a majority of his time in the company of a girl who i dont know well, but will say is probably the worst influence on him that anyone could be. i think the only positive thing this girl has done for him is give him self-confidence.
i worry for him constantly. i am friends with the people he is/was friends with, and they all feel as if he's become a different person- cold and mean.
i didnt know what to do when he began to talk to me again. i had apologized for my stupid actions when we were together, but i wanted to let him know that things have changed since then, and i've learned from those mistakes. so i apologized to him again, and he scoffed at me. so i confronted him about it, telling him everything i mention here. i told him how i was scared for him, scared that at the rate he's going, he wont have any more friends after this girl leaves him behind. i am so sad for him right now...
i dont know if i did the right thing, but i cant apologize to him for telling the truth. i cant apologize for being sad that the boy i loved is gone, and that in his place stands some little prick. i just cant apologize for that...
now, i just have to wait for the flood of people yelling at me... oy, givalt...