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ooook... so... i realize that it prolly wasnt the best idea in the world to post that last one, but ya know what? im not sorry i did. im NOT! i just have a few things to say, and just thought it would be pointless to try to amend the other post...
To Janelle: I posted that last one because i needed to get it off my chest, and i needed to have input from other people. i DIDNT do it to start drama, and i wasnt blind to the fact of what i was doing in the first place. this may not have been the best place to do it, yes, but i NEEDED to say it. i love you, and i miss you... how's everything in savannah? I found those videos for shoreline and fire-eye'd boy. i also found one for Im Still your Fag.-- Awesome...
To Anne: Dearest, Im sorry you were attacked by Steve for trying to support me on here- I didnt expect him to be so callously blind to what you were saying, and I apologize for his actions, for i know he never will... You're a great friend, and i love you...
To Sara, Katie, and Jonathan: Thank you guys for giving me your input- i really needed it. you guys are super, and we all need to get together soon. katie- how about next week when we were talking about going to the movies and seeing opening number? do you think that would work with everyone?? i love you all!!
To Emily: Even though i dont know you well, and you're prolly not even on here, i had to say something to you. I realize now that you never forced steve to change, but rather he forced the change upon himself. forgive me for assuming this about you. im very sorry...
and Finally...
To Stephen: I said what i said here because it needed to be said. i dont apologize for what i said, except for what i said about emily- ive apologized for that already. i said these things because i care about you. say what you want to me- it wont affect me anymore. you say mean, horrible things, and they just make me pity you more. This "pussy" you talk about when you refer to yourself two years ago- we loved him. we cared for him. it doesnt matter that youre outspoken now, because all the things you say make people dislike you. and that saddens me... so, as sara said, Have a wonderful, fruitful life in Chicago. I wish only the best for you, and i hope that, someday, you realize how deeply we really do care for you... au revoir, stephen...
To Janelle: I posted that last one because i needed to get it off my chest, and i needed to have input from other people. i DIDNT do it to start drama, and i wasnt blind to the fact of what i was doing in the first place. this may not have been the best place to do it, yes, but i NEEDED to say it. i love you, and i miss you... how's everything in savannah? I found those videos for shoreline and fire-eye'd boy. i also found one for Im Still your Fag.-- Awesome...
To Anne: Dearest, Im sorry you were attacked by Steve for trying to support me on here- I didnt expect him to be so callously blind to what you were saying, and I apologize for his actions, for i know he never will... You're a great friend, and i love you...
To Sara, Katie, and Jonathan: Thank you guys for giving me your input- i really needed it. you guys are super, and we all need to get together soon. katie- how about next week when we were talking about going to the movies and seeing opening number? do you think that would work with everyone?? i love you all!!
To Emily: Even though i dont know you well, and you're prolly not even on here, i had to say something to you. I realize now that you never forced steve to change, but rather he forced the change upon himself. forgive me for assuming this about you. im very sorry...
and Finally...
To Stephen: I said what i said here because it needed to be said. i dont apologize for what i said, except for what i said about emily- ive apologized for that already. i said these things because i care about you. say what you want to me- it wont affect me anymore. you say mean, horrible things, and they just make me pity you more. This "pussy" you talk about when you refer to yourself two years ago- we loved him. we cared for him. it doesnt matter that youre outspoken now, because all the things you say make people dislike you. and that saddens me... so, as sara said, Have a wonderful, fruitful life in Chicago. I wish only the best for you, and i hope that, someday, you realize how deeply we really do care for you... au revoir, stephen...