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so friday was fun. me and twig set out for chili's and got there and read a note saying they were having "electrical problems" and went next door to that steakhouse to find out their fryer caught on fire. hahahha. so then me and twig went back to my house so i could get out of my work clothes and met up at marinelli's. i went there looking like a total scrub ass in a rugby shirt, ripped jeans, ugg boots and my hair up in a ponytail. yeah, i was sexy as ever. twig was drinking molson canadian's and i ripped off his label that said, "not into commitment" and wore it on my shirt. hahahaha. saw mrs. skruba up there. i felt like a fag (sitting at the bar) when she came to say hi. i haven't seen her in such a long time, and then i see her and i'm drinking up at a bar. good impression. lol. then i got sick of babysitting twig cause he didn't know anyone there. so at 12:30 i took him home and said i was hitting the hay cause i had work in the morning, and ended up going back up there. all the guys were singing songs and shit and everyone was dancing. it was a fun time. this girl sang, "wild thang" by tone loc and everyone was going crazy. she's like, "hopefully you guys are all going home and doing the wild thang tonight" and everyone started screaming. it was hilarious. so after lots of beers, a couple shots, and dancing with brian at the end of the night while he was trying to clean up, it was time to go. hahaha. drove doyle home. hung out with peech for a bit, and hit the hay... for real this time.
saturday i was fucking miserable. hang over from hell. i went into work about 25 minutes late, looking like hell. i was sitting there doing my make up at my desk, and then i hear freddy talking on the phone to some black girl (i could just tell with the way she was talking) and i over heard him say something like, "oh no that situation worked itself out, one down, one to go." and so i was going ape behind that wall in my office because i wanted to kill him. that hurt me so bad, like he got rid of me! please! then i cooled down and cindy came in and we did a swap. (i picked up mcdonalds, and she got starbucks... yeah we're a good team). then, she put on our media player and went into nancy's office to help with commissions. so i took it upon myself to be a little dick and get back at freddy (for that one time he started playing songs in the front at work, which had some hidden meanings in there for me). and since pretty pretty princess/ mary fucking sunshine (joann's nicknames and nancy and i gave her) wasn't there, i took full opportunity. i played, "ex girlfriend" by no doubt, "caught up" by usher, "there you go" by pink, "karma" by alicia keys, "confessions" by usher, "if your girl only knew" by aaliyah, "he'll be back" by jennifer lopez, "burn" by usher... oh it goes on and on. i was such a little bitch. hahahaha. but it totally humored me after a long ass night of drinking. it made the work day a little better. that was until mary fucking sunshine came in and started acting like hitler all of a sudden. she came in, didn't say hi, just shut off my media player and walked away. i was like, "ok cunt" (that seriously popped in my head and i HATE that word). then she comes in and she's like, "are you slow?" i'm like, "i got two activations" (meanwhile i'm on the phone with ashley, fucking arguing up a storm because ashley needed to get her ass checked for something, like, hardcore). and then i see her walk off saying, "i'm gonna go find you something to do." and then she comes back and i hung up the phone cause i was done talking to ashley. and she's like, "was that a personal phone call?" and that just pissed me off so i was like, "yeeeeeea!" and she's like, "can you TRY not to do that?" and i felt like punching the bitch because i was hung over, coming in on a day i WAS NOT scheduled, and listening to her fucking bullshit. i'm like, "yeah what's this?" she's like, "let me know when you're done." and walked away. she's lucky she walked away from me cause i was about to grab her by her hair and karate chop her fat-size-10-ass for her. then, i went to go to the bathroom and i hear, "NADINE!" and i turn around and it's my brother and freddy was helping him. so i walked over just to be a dick and make it harder on freddy (i was feeling evil). and so i just sat there talking and watching freddy talk and this and that. i didn't even introduce him. then freddy walks over the wall to grab some accessories, and brian's like, "isn't that your boyfriend?" and i kinda went, "huh!" (in a laughing way) i'm like, "we aren't even talking to each other right now." and he's like, "what?" he's like, "that is him right?" and i'm like, "yeah it is." and then freddy started walking back over and i was like, "oh, wait, i didn't tell you the story?! ooooh, that's a good one, i'll fill you in later!" and then i just saw freddy's face and it was priceless! lol. then i said goodbye a short while later and went back to my hole. rest of the day sucked ass. i pretty much ran out of there at five.
went home and felt like shit. brian came into jade's room when he got home and was like, "okay, tell me what happened. i thought you guys were together, and you were all happy and everything was perfect and from what i saw today, you guys won't even look at eachother. so what happened?" so i filled him in from when freddy went to the club with mary sunshine and lied to me and how i found out and how he picked me up that one night and dropped me off and how i went hysterical and called her back and told her everything. and brian just looked at me and was like, "what were you thinking! you just gave her the upper hand to make his and your life a living hell." i'm like, "trust me, i know, i've already seen it." and then we were talking, and he's like, "i'm really suprised though, because i know what kind of people you're attracted to, and he wasn't it. that means you fell for him for the right reasons." and that suprised me that he said that. he told me that when he came in, freddy came to help him and he asked for cheryl and seemed irritated that she wasn't there. and freddy was like, "do you know her or something?" and brian's like, "yeah, i'm her god-son" and then freddy's like, "well can i help you with something?" and then brian was like, "yeah" and showed him his receipt, and then freddy saw that cheryl gave him discounts and got a little cocky and was like, "does she always give you 50% discounts?" and then brian was like, "is my sister here?" and then he was like, "who's your sister?" and he's like, "nadine." and brian said freddy just looked like someone shocked him with a million bolts of lightening. and then he was nice as pie but he seemed all jittery. and brian kinda put two and two together and realized why. and then i was like, "yeah that's cause he's been a little shit to me for the last two weeks." and brian's like, "i wish i woulda known, i woulda said something." and i was like, "that's why i don't like to tell you stuff." and he's like, "i wouldn't have threatened to kill him like the last one! lol. but i would have made sure he wasn't such a dick to you. i know how much you care about him." and then he was telling me that he walked out and dave said something like, "man, that was the guy nadine was talking to? ask her if i go get a tan, put more gel in my hair and dress like rico suave if i can have a date." and i thought that was hilarious.
saturday night i didn't do shit. i talked to everyone on the earth, and just didn't feel like doing anything. i got some taco bell and couldn't even eat it. then i talked to nancy and she said to come over and i told her i'd call her back, and then when i did, she's like, "freddy's walking up my steps right now. wouldn't that be funny if you stopped by?" and i'm like, "you want me to?" she's like, "no are you fucking crazy? he's still a little mad at you." and i'm like, "that's not cool, i got an invite and he just popped in!" she's like, "i know i'll call you later." then nelson starts texting me and he wanted me to first come to his friends, and then to his house, and i just blew him off saying i was at the bar already. (i just felt like lying to get back at him because we've had plans to hang out all week). and then he's like, "bring your girls over here." and i'm like, "i'm with ash and the guys." and then he tried to get me to drive over his house, and it was already 1, i'm like, "ugh NO!" no way, i know their family wayyyyy to good to look bad like that. i ended up just falling asleep with my stomach hurting really bad. THEN I HAD THE WORST DREAM EVER! i had a dream that i was walking around my house and i was a lot skinner than i am now, but i kept feeling my stomach because i was pregnant. then the dream skipped ahead and i was in the hospital on one of those beds with the back tilted up and i had a thick white knitted blanket over my stomach. and then the dream skipped ahead again and i was in my house, chasing this little girl and i couldn't tell her to stop running because i didn't know her name. and then i caught up to her in my hallway and grabbed her by the shoulders and turned her around, and she was MINE AND FREDDY'S. in my mind i just somehow knew because she had darker skin then mine, and she had really really dark hair and big big eyes like freddy's sister peggy. and she was so pretty, but i was just so shocked and i just slowly let her go, and i woke up.
and i couldn't sleep so i just got up and made some coffee. nelson called and we talked. then i took a shower and went to ash-hole's and went to coney. i ate a salad. then we cleaned my car and bought a new air freshner. yay. lol. then, we went on a long walk and came back to her house and her mom made us these little low fat pita-pizza things she concocted. after awhile i just left cause there was nothing to do. on the way home i called nancy and she was on the way to meet pretty pretty princess for dinner. i was like, "you're doing what?" she's like, "i'm meeting joann cause she called and she wants to talk to me because we've been total bitches to eachother at work since we got into it and she wants to talk." i was like "whoa." and she was like, "yeah." and then she filled me in on how she had an allergic reaction to some thai food the night before when freddy was there and he ended up taking her to beaumont. but she's okay now. but anyways, she ended up saying she'd call me later cause she was at the place. now i'm just sitting here bored... typing my life away.
i'm so not excited for work. i hate that place now. joann's such a little bitch to me. i think it's hitting her now what happened, and she's taking it out on me. she told nancy saturday, "come monday, things are gonna change. and i know nadine and cindy don't like me. and i'm happy they don't. cause they're really not going to like me because i'm coming down on them." what the fuck does that mean? come down on what? i do my job better than she ever did it. so she can go fuck herself and have a nice day. i'm sorry, would like like two sides of i'm gonna kick your ass with that? BITCH.
aw, i need a new hobby.
closing thought: i'm with you, i'm starting a drought.
saturday i was fucking miserable. hang over from hell. i went into work about 25 minutes late, looking like hell. i was sitting there doing my make up at my desk, and then i hear freddy talking on the phone to some black girl (i could just tell with the way she was talking) and i over heard him say something like, "oh no that situation worked itself out, one down, one to go." and so i was going ape behind that wall in my office because i wanted to kill him. that hurt me so bad, like he got rid of me! please! then i cooled down and cindy came in and we did a swap. (i picked up mcdonalds, and she got starbucks... yeah we're a good team). then, she put on our media player and went into nancy's office to help with commissions. so i took it upon myself to be a little dick and get back at freddy (for that one time he started playing songs in the front at work, which had some hidden meanings in there for me). and since pretty pretty princess/ mary fucking sunshine (joann's nicknames and nancy and i gave her) wasn't there, i took full opportunity. i played, "ex girlfriend" by no doubt, "caught up" by usher, "there you go" by pink, "karma" by alicia keys, "confessions" by usher, "if your girl only knew" by aaliyah, "he'll be back" by jennifer lopez, "burn" by usher... oh it goes on and on. i was such a little bitch. hahahaha. but it totally humored me after a long ass night of drinking. it made the work day a little better. that was until mary fucking sunshine came in and started acting like hitler all of a sudden. she came in, didn't say hi, just shut off my media player and walked away. i was like, "ok cunt" (that seriously popped in my head and i HATE that word). then she comes in and she's like, "are you slow?" i'm like, "i got two activations" (meanwhile i'm on the phone with ashley, fucking arguing up a storm because ashley needed to get her ass checked for something, like, hardcore). and then i see her walk off saying, "i'm gonna go find you something to do." and then she comes back and i hung up the phone cause i was done talking to ashley. and she's like, "was that a personal phone call?" and that just pissed me off so i was like, "yeeeeeea!" and she's like, "can you TRY not to do that?" and i felt like punching the bitch because i was hung over, coming in on a day i WAS NOT scheduled, and listening to her fucking bullshit. i'm like, "yeah what's this?" she's like, "let me know when you're done." and walked away. she's lucky she walked away from me cause i was about to grab her by her hair and karate chop her fat-size-10-ass for her. then, i went to go to the bathroom and i hear, "NADINE!" and i turn around and it's my brother and freddy was helping him. so i walked over just to be a dick and make it harder on freddy (i was feeling evil). and so i just sat there talking and watching freddy talk and this and that. i didn't even introduce him. then freddy walks over the wall to grab some accessories, and brian's like, "isn't that your boyfriend?" and i kinda went, "huh!" (in a laughing way) i'm like, "we aren't even talking to each other right now." and he's like, "what?" he's like, "that is him right?" and i'm like, "yeah it is." and then freddy started walking back over and i was like, "oh, wait, i didn't tell you the story?! ooooh, that's a good one, i'll fill you in later!" and then i just saw freddy's face and it was priceless! lol. then i said goodbye a short while later and went back to my hole. rest of the day sucked ass. i pretty much ran out of there at five.
went home and felt like shit. brian came into jade's room when he got home and was like, "okay, tell me what happened. i thought you guys were together, and you were all happy and everything was perfect and from what i saw today, you guys won't even look at eachother. so what happened?" so i filled him in from when freddy went to the club with mary sunshine and lied to me and how i found out and how he picked me up that one night and dropped me off and how i went hysterical and called her back and told her everything. and brian just looked at me and was like, "what were you thinking! you just gave her the upper hand to make his and your life a living hell." i'm like, "trust me, i know, i've already seen it." and then we were talking, and he's like, "i'm really suprised though, because i know what kind of people you're attracted to, and he wasn't it. that means you fell for him for the right reasons." and that suprised me that he said that. he told me that when he came in, freddy came to help him and he asked for cheryl and seemed irritated that she wasn't there. and freddy was like, "do you know her or something?" and brian's like, "yeah, i'm her god-son" and then freddy's like, "well can i help you with something?" and then brian was like, "yeah" and showed him his receipt, and then freddy saw that cheryl gave him discounts and got a little cocky and was like, "does she always give you 50% discounts?" and then brian was like, "is my sister here?" and then he was like, "who's your sister?" and he's like, "nadine." and brian said freddy just looked like someone shocked him with a million bolts of lightening. and then he was nice as pie but he seemed all jittery. and brian kinda put two and two together and realized why. and then i was like, "yeah that's cause he's been a little shit to me for the last two weeks." and brian's like, "i wish i woulda known, i woulda said something." and i was like, "that's why i don't like to tell you stuff." and he's like, "i wouldn't have threatened to kill him like the last one! lol. but i would have made sure he wasn't such a dick to you. i know how much you care about him." and then he was telling me that he walked out and dave said something like, "man, that was the guy nadine was talking to? ask her if i go get a tan, put more gel in my hair and dress like rico suave if i can have a date." and i thought that was hilarious.
saturday night i didn't do shit. i talked to everyone on the earth, and just didn't feel like doing anything. i got some taco bell and couldn't even eat it. then i talked to nancy and she said to come over and i told her i'd call her back, and then when i did, she's like, "freddy's walking up my steps right now. wouldn't that be funny if you stopped by?" and i'm like, "you want me to?" she's like, "no are you fucking crazy? he's still a little mad at you." and i'm like, "that's not cool, i got an invite and he just popped in!" she's like, "i know i'll call you later." then nelson starts texting me and he wanted me to first come to his friends, and then to his house, and i just blew him off saying i was at the bar already. (i just felt like lying to get back at him because we've had plans to hang out all week). and then he's like, "bring your girls over here." and i'm like, "i'm with ash and the guys." and then he tried to get me to drive over his house, and it was already 1, i'm like, "ugh NO!" no way, i know their family wayyyyy to good to look bad like that. i ended up just falling asleep with my stomach hurting really bad. THEN I HAD THE WORST DREAM EVER! i had a dream that i was walking around my house and i was a lot skinner than i am now, but i kept feeling my stomach because i was pregnant. then the dream skipped ahead and i was in the hospital on one of those beds with the back tilted up and i had a thick white knitted blanket over my stomach. and then the dream skipped ahead again and i was in my house, chasing this little girl and i couldn't tell her to stop running because i didn't know her name. and then i caught up to her in my hallway and grabbed her by the shoulders and turned her around, and she was MINE AND FREDDY'S. in my mind i just somehow knew because she had darker skin then mine, and she had really really dark hair and big big eyes like freddy's sister peggy. and she was so pretty, but i was just so shocked and i just slowly let her go, and i woke up.
and i couldn't sleep so i just got up and made some coffee. nelson called and we talked. then i took a shower and went to ash-hole's and went to coney. i ate a salad. then we cleaned my car and bought a new air freshner. yay. lol. then, we went on a long walk and came back to her house and her mom made us these little low fat pita-pizza things she concocted. after awhile i just left cause there was nothing to do. on the way home i called nancy and she was on the way to meet pretty pretty princess for dinner. i was like, "you're doing what?" she's like, "i'm meeting joann cause she called and she wants to talk to me because we've been total bitches to eachother at work since we got into it and she wants to talk." i was like "whoa." and she was like, "yeah." and then she filled me in on how she had an allergic reaction to some thai food the night before when freddy was there and he ended up taking her to beaumont. but she's okay now. but anyways, she ended up saying she'd call me later cause she was at the place. now i'm just sitting here bored... typing my life away.
i'm so not excited for work. i hate that place now. joann's such a little bitch to me. i think it's hitting her now what happened, and she's taking it out on me. she told nancy saturday, "come monday, things are gonna change. and i know nadine and cindy don't like me. and i'm happy they don't. cause they're really not going to like me because i'm coming down on them." what the fuck does that mean? come down on what? i do my job better than she ever did it. so she can go fuck herself and have a nice day. i'm sorry, would like like two sides of i'm gonna kick your ass with that? BITCH.
aw, i need a new hobby.
closing thought: i'm with you, i'm starting a drought.