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Hello live journal. Oh how i have missed you. I have much to catch you up with. I think that first I must start with that recently I just got out of a relationship that wasn't that great. My ex boyfriend i guess really cared about me and i just ended it with no care for his feelings, however now that it's over i miss it, but i don't miss him. I miss the relationship. I think i'm forever destined to be alone. What ya going to do. I used to work at heritage christian services, serving those who have MR, but now i work for rural metro, the ambulance company that has the city contract, but who knows for how much longer they are going to keep it. I like it there, i just wish my co workers were a bit more happy. It was funny, today my partner and i got a call to a house where people saw a woman laying in bed and wasn't responsive. They said they had been knocking on the door and windows and she wasn't moving. When we got there the people had busted in the doors so we went upstairs and she came out of a room and was like, I was just sleeping. I was so excited to do cpr, that was the first time i was upset that the person was ok. I'm messed up. Whatelse can i mention. I'm trying to move. I tried to move before, but i left and only lasted two weekes but i'm going to try again. I'm trying to go to st. louis. I like it there. Many people think that this is just another crazy idea of mine. This will probably be the last i mention it until about a week before i leave. My friends don't need to know untill a week before i leave. I'm tired. I'm off to bed.bye