And I realized that, as much as I loved you, you were not the one for me.

I've been doing a lot of sober late-night thinking, and sometimes the things that my head comes up with scare the hell out of me.

I realized that I don't want to be a Certified Nursing Assistant. I also realized that, if this Job Corps thing doesn't interest me, chances are ( Read more... )

I am royally fucked.
The end.

Things are looking up ( Read more... )

It's been nearly a month since my last update.
Guess I still don't have much to say.
This LJ thing is starting to get old- nobody reads it.
I think I'm going to go for a walk now.
Byebye!

Figures, Alyssia's baby decides he wants to come when it's too dark for me to hitch hike anywhere ( Read more... )

Dear Life,
Whythefuck do you have to suck so much?
Sincerely,
A Hopeless Dreamer Whose Dreams Will Never Come True
[because I dream of love, and I let it pass me by]

I might have a date on Monday.
Where in the hell did this come from?
I don't know, it just sort of happened.

I had a job interview at Journey's yesterday, and I have the feeling that I didn't get the job. That's okay, though, because at least it was an interview. The manager was really cool, really chill. He even pointed out a few other places that were hiring, just in case I didn't get the job ( Read more... )

Love really is blind, I guess ( Read more... )

I need to stop all of this dreaming, and concentrate on doing ( Read more... )