And everywhere she went, things turned to glam

[your_angel_eyes]

I wish that once in my life something good would come out of the bad. Sometimes I get so sick of thinking of other peoples feelings first before myself, always. I would rather feel like shit then have someone else feel like shit, and I would gladly take away any pain other people had and feel it for them if I could.

It's just...I just want this one thing. To make me happy, you know. Just once. I need to be selfish. And then after I get this one thing I think I deserve, I'll go back to putting everyone first.

Hmm...but it wont happen.

So I might as well not even bother.

I mean, it's always everyone else first. I see no reason why it should be different. I guess I'm being selfish just thinking about it.

:/