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After much confusion, I gave birth to Conner. Clark and his parents are the perfect family, and of course his big sister Violet ( Read more... )

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I had forgotten that Mercy was here until I ventured down for breakfast with Clark. I think I will have to give her a raise. I must look the part, several men hit on me at breakfast. eye care in Florida is obviously not sufficient. I'll change that when I become president ( Read more... )

We're here in Disney World. I'm out here on our veranda enjoying the sun. Clark smothered me in sun cream, I definitely don't have a problem with that! Violet's in her play pen in the shade next to me, squawking quietly to herself, trying to say Donald Duck. It's not quite happening at the moment ( Read more... )

It's so hot. I'm sweating like a pig. I crave the sun and I have to piss like a racehorse. This couldn't be any more surreal. Bruce is having more air conditioning fitted, normally he'd tell me to stop fucking complaining ( Read more... )

I was looking at previous entries in my journal today. I seem to have changed a lot in the last year. I've lost and gained so much. Clark and I lost our daughter before she was born, Victoria gave birth to Violet. Victoria died, my father was blinded and seems to be enjoying himself with Enrique. Baby bean is on the way, Clark and I live ( Read more... )

I'm still at Bruce's and I have no intention of leaving. Clark wants to go home. How the hell am I going to admit to him that I'm tired that being in Smallville, trying to avoid my father is becoming tedious? I want our baby to be safe, and I don't want anyone to know it's a part of me ( Read more... )

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