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I'm still at Bruce's and I have no intention of leaving. Clark wants to go home. How the hell am I going to admit to him that I'm tired that being in Smallville, trying to avoid my father is becoming tedious? I want our baby to be safe, and I don't want anyone to know it's a part of me.
I know the baby can sense what I'm feeling. I'm so afraid it will feel that I don't love it, that I'm rejecting it. I should write something down. Just in case.
Baby Bean
I haven't seen you in the flesh yet, only on a black and white screen, but even then you're the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Right now you are growing inside me, a miracle that was created from two people's love. You are very special and I love you more than you could ever imagine. I'm going to spoil you and be there for you.
However I am not a good man, and to make up for that you won't have my name. I guess you'll call me Uncle. But whatever we decide on, it's just a name it doesn't change what's inside. We're going to be a family. Your big sister Violet loves you already. But you already know that, you move when she's around.
Lex
I know the baby can sense what I'm feeling. I'm so afraid it will feel that I don't love it, that I'm rejecting it. I should write something down. Just in case.
Baby Bean
I haven't seen you in the flesh yet, only on a black and white screen, but even then you're the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. Right now you are growing inside me, a miracle that was created from two people's love. You are very special and I love you more than you could ever imagine. I'm going to spoil you and be there for you.
However I am not a good man, and to make up for that you won't have my name. I guess you'll call me Uncle. But whatever we decide on, it's just a name it doesn't change what's inside. We're going to be a family. Your big sister Violet loves you already. But you already know that, you move when she's around.
Lex