if you want to understand me.... think about it

[yodalover]

Am I tired? I think I am... can I really tell? Ive gotten plenty of sleep lately, but I still don't feel rested. Do I use sleep as a place to hide? A way to make the time pass? Is it necessary.. will it help me get somewhere? How long till I will be awake, not again.. but for the first time? I truly feel that the time will come, when I won't need to sleep, and when it does, I will not laugh at you, rather thank you all for the negative motivation that rapidly drove me there.

Do I need to find Love? I think I do... can I really tell? Ive got plenty of prospects, but I still feel alone. Do I use Love as an excuse to disconnect? A harmless form of slitting my wrists? Is it necessary... will it make me happy? How long till I find love, not again.. but for the first time? I truly feel that the time will come, when I will fall love, and when I do, I will not laugh at you, rather thank all for the negative motivation that rapidly drove me there.

We have one life,
What we do with it,
Is OUR OWN choice

We strive for acceptance,
When we find it,
We embrace it

We want an understanding,
We want to be understood,
We fail to understand

We hate difference,
We love difference,
We live indifferent

The way we live,
Is the way THEY live,
We are dead.