its over.
I hope he doesn’t dislike me. But j guess that might be too difficult to ask for. All that i know for sure is that everything is over.
Two bottoms cannot be together, especially if one is just not reacting as expected.
While feelings do change along the way, it seems that there is no leeway for that. I admit i did say that i cannot commit to ( Read more... )

spent the weekend together and celebrated both his birthday and valentine day...am just glad that we are able to continue this relationship..lol..and now i have started playing app games and i hope this will allow us to stay connected for the years to come...

told him about my future plans, and am really surprised with his reply...i have to admit ( Read more... )

i am just confused. the more i think of him the deeper i am falling into this quagmire. i am getting very concerned over what he thinks of me, how i should act before him, and so on. i am just getting paranoid over his well-being. and i hate myself for feeling so.

because there is so much uncertainties in this relationship, it is taking too much of ( Read more... )

今度気づいてた。
私は好きな相手と空想な会話を想像しがちである。

もしまた会ったら、何を話せばとよーく考えてた。どう返事するとかどう反応すべきとか頭がいっぱいになった。
やはり気にいったヤツとの体の関係は維持しがたいわ。いつか、知らないうちにあの一線を越えたのもおかしくないです。だからこそ危険です。
冷静になるべきです。

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after the long lapse of absence, i have put in much thought to my current position....yup, it had been a long reflective journey but one that i am still in the process of...nonetheless, more or less i have come to terms with my current predicament...yup, having spent some time thinking through, i have decided that this is not what i want - ( Read more... )