It's quarter after ten on sunday night, oh what joy. I have decided I don't fit in with my Dad or Diana. I think they should have a new kid and ruin it so that they will have the perfect kid for them, because it's definitely not me. I don't want to put on nice clothes and pretend I'm something I'm not. That just sucks ass. I'm tired of all their ( Read more... )

I don't feel happy anymore. I mean genuine happiness, I get bursts of being happy but they don't last. I look at everything I do and I think I should be happy because I'm doing things that I enjoy to do and I have Wes, but I just want to sleep for a long time, and have it be the summer again. I guess happiness really does come from the inside...I ( Read more... )

Oh, how I have missed writing in this, hehe. My dad is currently asleep so I'm trying to type lightly in order to not wake him or Diana up. Well I must say things are going really good for me, besides the fact I haven't been running and field hockey is getting close. Ok, into my thoughts...I hate people that give advice that they don't follow ( Read more... )