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I love being in good moods. Today I went to go hang out with my friend who is a very high stress and loves me because she can bitch and moan to me and I'm still willing to listen. Anyhow I said about how I'm not going to look negitivly for now.. and she switched her tune. Like everytime she started to complain she'd stop herself. Remind herself that she to was going to try to be a more positive person and she was happer and calmer. It's cool to see how people will change thier attitudes if your in a bad mood or in a good mood. My boi toy had dinner with me and his boss. I told him he didn't have to go because I know it's a drag to spend more time with your boss than you have to. I made mention that it was in the top 5 things a person doesn't want to do with thier spare time.. then I pointed out that hanging out with me was in the top 2 of more enjoyable things to do in ones life. He came with. And even though I couldn't really afford it I payed. I'll worry about it later on in life. It's a lovely lifetime. i've even decided to not care or stress about the shad drama. I swear he used to not be such a drama oriented person. Everyone that my boytoy doesn't care much for at work usually loves me.. so in turn they love him. and since he's on the other side of the fence it's actually bringing a kind of unity to the place.. which was much needed.. i think i'm going to go swing by work and hang out with them for a little bit.. Saturday night I'm going to go get trashed.. I've been drinking a lot more.. kinda celebrating a new birth.. I will have to stop soon though. I can't afford it.. even when I'm not paying for any of it.. I love my life... it is so worth living today.