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so, I went out with jake and kelly, a few other people. I was happy as hell. I was so happy I slammed a beer... it took me two drinks but me, with beer I'm a sipper.. I got told I was cute.. and I feel cute.. they also said I looked happy which they hadn't seen in a very long time.. and even today I'm happy.. but I feel attractive and since I've started feeling attractive I've gotten a bunch of compliments to agree with it.
my friend that never showed up for work was at jakes house this morning. I kinda felt like he left because I was there. I'm not mad at him. I wasn't even pissed off yesterday. yeah I think it was shitty of him to not have the decency to call to say hey I'm running late.. but 3rd shift is just shitheads like that. And yeah, it was pretty shitty for them to think it was okay to hang out with me the following day after he hung me out to dry.. well, not shitty of them.. but stupid to think I'd want to.. because he's known me long enough to know how I'd feel about it.. but I'm not mad at him.. it's no secret I think he's a poor ass employee.. but thats a 3rd shift motif... it's no secret that I'd take one shift from any of them because they honestly don't deserve to have more days and better paychecks than me. It's not personal. I just want to work full time.. and when all 3 suffer from the affliction of no call no show.. I think I deserve to have one of the days. Anyhow, I think the dude thinks I'm pissed at him and don't want to see him.. which isn't the case.. when I got invited out yesterday I just didn't show. and that was the end of it.
This week I've decided that I'm a good luck charm.. good things will come to me and all those around me.. I decided this last night. While i was dreaming.. it seems like the appropriate ideology. today is another awesome day.. even though i need asprin. I'm going to get a new window for my door, and pay the shed. Those are my only goals today.
my friend that never showed up for work was at jakes house this morning. I kinda felt like he left because I was there. I'm not mad at him. I wasn't even pissed off yesterday. yeah I think it was shitty of him to not have the decency to call to say hey I'm running late.. but 3rd shift is just shitheads like that. And yeah, it was pretty shitty for them to think it was okay to hang out with me the following day after he hung me out to dry.. well, not shitty of them.. but stupid to think I'd want to.. because he's known me long enough to know how I'd feel about it.. but I'm not mad at him.. it's no secret I think he's a poor ass employee.. but thats a 3rd shift motif... it's no secret that I'd take one shift from any of them because they honestly don't deserve to have more days and better paychecks than me. It's not personal. I just want to work full time.. and when all 3 suffer from the affliction of no call no show.. I think I deserve to have one of the days. Anyhow, I think the dude thinks I'm pissed at him and don't want to see him.. which isn't the case.. when I got invited out yesterday I just didn't show. and that was the end of it.
This week I've decided that I'm a good luck charm.. good things will come to me and all those around me.. I decided this last night. While i was dreaming.. it seems like the appropriate ideology. today is another awesome day.. even though i need asprin. I'm going to get a new window for my door, and pay the shed. Those are my only goals today.