This is probably true of many people, but I've found as I get older I no longer feel as strong a desire to write about my life, nor do I feel that I have as much time to do so. Granted, I fell off the LJ train kind of a long time ago, but I was still trying to record something somewhere. My second year of grad school, I made a resolution to journal ( Read more... )

Coming to grips, for some reason today, with the fact that I am an atheist. It's not a big leap. I was in a kind of 'not really Christian anymore' or 'haven't thought about it in a bit' state before. Agnostic was kind of a nice term to think about, a kind of well if something is out there's that's cool too. But really no. I don't actually ( Read more... )

Last night's dreams sucked. Topics ranged from getting lost / trapped in circuslike rest stops on the way to college, being turned into a worm-ridden rabbit, and near the end, never knowing whether I had clothes on or what they were or whether the seemingly oblivious people cared. Tasty hollow fried dough spheres and a crazy zoo where animals ( Read more... )

had to write about a 'critical incident, in the sense that i did not know what to do or say'. whatever, prompts ( Read more... )

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you know, finding out one's bf has a thing for androgyny is pretty cool. looking too masculine is sometimes one of my only complaints about my appearance, to the point where i said something on another blog. there's no need for a link or anything, just be assured that about 1/3 of the times i really study myself in the mirror i think about those ( Read more... )

so, tonight is one of those nights in which i take great pleasure in making red and yellow stripes on my limbs with my nails. (yes, my sister's choir concert was THAT BAD. wheeeee anxiety attacks, also spondored by nostalgia, solitude in a crowd, and mandatory silence ( Read more... )

so...now i'm done even with work...and all i can say is i'm tired and unable to sleep because i've slept a healthy amount recently (ignore the first two days of the week ( Read more... )

so i decided to find myself in this quiz, and I was totally right on the first try. I guess i just know why people don't want to date me. Or something. Unfortunately, knowing my faults doesn't help me acquire someone who is unafraid of them, or i wouldn't be so hopelessly single / have had such dumb relationships so far.

Never Date a Gemini
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i can't pass up online quizzes, and i can't pass up astrology, but man it freaks me out when they actually get stuff right. well, more the quizzes than astrology, which i always expect to be kinda right. but still. wtf.

reading this might result in a bit of TMI, btw

( creeeeeeeepy )