DREAMS
main characters: Byun Baekhyun and Park Chanyeol
rating: PG-13
genre: Angst & romance
summary: And you... you stand there in the middle of the grass. On a lonely field. Where nobody else is. Except him.
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Dreams tell us how things would have been different. How we wish things would be. In a dream, everything can happen but it's still your dream. You decide what would happen. You can choose for a bad ending or happy ending. These are your dreams, that keeps you standing right on your feet. The dreams that makes you fight while you are at the end of your strengths. The dreams that can make you happy when you are desperate and do not know what to do.
Maybe that's why I love to sleep, you think. You want to escape the reality and end up in a world that you have created for yourself. Where the sun is shining and warms even your inner heat. The wind that you slightly feel through your brown hare. The grass is bright green and the bees buzzing lazily in the heat.
And you... you stand there in the middle of the grass. On a lonely field. Where nobody else is. Except him. He stands in front of you, watching you intently. Just for a whole an unknown anxiety took the control over. Why is he looking like that, you think while it feels like your heart wants to jump out of your chest. But his gaze changes and he looks at you tenderly. You sigh and he takes a step forward. He gently strokes your hair off your face and keeps your gaze. He looks so tenderly that you forget to breathe. You feel so happy, that you can die with happiness. He bends slowly toward you, still looking straight into your eyes. You are dizzy, don't know how to talk, move, think. You close your eyes and feel his lips. Gently he kisses you.
BAM!
Horrified, you see how he lies on the ground. While the red stain on his shirt gets bigger and bigger.
Blood. You look wildly around you, forget to breath. The grass is gone and instead you only see dry land. The sun is gone: only the black clouds could be seen. The wind starts to blow harder and it starts to rain. Within no time you're soaking wet. But you don't care. You can only look at your loved one who is dying. You run to him and drop to your knees. Your hands go to the wound and try to stop the bleeding. In vain. You look at his face. The eyes that were just so tender, were now glassy and his mouth sharpens some blood.
"Chanyeol!" You start to cry and scream. No one hears you.
The second boom follows.
You feel it. The bullet in you. But it does not hurt. You turn around and behold the scariest person ever before. You do not know whether a woman or a man. It does not even matter. The body of the person is burned so that you can see who or what it is. The face is maimed and you can not see the nose or mouth. You see only two pairs of eyes. The eyes are so big that it seems like any time they can roll out. You want to scream but you can't. Slowly staggers the person towards you. And you can not do anything. The third one follows...
And then you wake up sweaty. You find yourself gasping for breath and looking frantically around you. When you realize that you're lying in your bed, you take breath and then... The tears starts to fall from your red eyes on your face like waterfalls, unsteady breathing, your hands feverishly looking for wounds.
You mutter: "It was a dream. It wasn't real." You repeat it several times. Suddenly a hand grabs your wrist and you cry harder. "Don't touch me!" You want to scream but you can't because of the lips on your lips: tender lips. You feel fingers on your face, wiping your years away. After a while, you open your eyes and see those eyes looking intense into your eyes.
"It's only a dream, Baekhyun... Only a dream..." he whispers into your ear and hugs you tightly. You shook your head but still he doesn't let you go and you fall again on the bed with his arms around you.
"I couldn't control it..." You whisper again and suddenly he lifts your chin up.
"I'm here. Stop crying like a baby and sleep." he says firmly and you look at him with shocked eyes. He barely uses this kind of tone towards you.
You swallow and nod this time. Closing your eyes you turn left and he hugs you from behind. Maybe you can't control your dreams but maybe... Maybe this isn't that bad if you can be held by someone like Chanyeol.