The Right One
baekyeol | angst, romance | pg-13
What if Chanyeol finds the right one for himself?
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Baekhyun did not know when it actually has started. Was it the day he was dropped between twelve other boys by the workers of SM entertainment and nervously looked up and saw himself in a pair of round eyes? Or was it the same day he found out that those twelve boys were called Joonmyeon, Wufan, Sehun, Luhan, Tao, Xiumin, Lay, almighty Jongin, Jongdae, Kyungsoo and the boy with his round eyes was Chanyeol.
Chanyeol. His roomie.
Well yes. Everything happened really fast. Especially things that makes you happy and soon Baekhyun found himself between two large arms each night instead of sleeping in his own cold bed. He didn't know what or why they were doing but it felt damn good that Baekhyun could barely open his mouth and listened as a stone with eyes closed to Chanyeol's rapid heart. Or was it his?
Months went so on.
And that night...
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"B-Baekhyun-ah... Hiccup... Where are you?" Baekhyun heard him giggling whispering in their dark room. He sighed and put Chanyeol gently on his bed (singular) before the other woke up the others with his hoarse drunk voice that sounded far from sexy as it was on the stage.
He sighed, this time a bit louder and silently watched the sleeping Chanyeol. For how long do I know you, he thought and knelt before his bed, not taking his eyes off of Chanyeol's sleeping face. Slowly he raised his hand, trembling, and stopped just above Chanyeol's cheek. The clock stopped. Everything stopped for a moment and Baekhyun could only hear his own pounding heart.
Suddenly he heard something and wanted quickly to take his hand but someone grabbed his wrist tightly. He held his breath and looked at Chanyeol. He was sleeping... Slowly Chanyeol opened his one eye and then the other one and the next moment he looked with narrowed eyes at the nervous Baekhyun.
Without taking his eyes from Baekhyun, Chanyeol brought his hand tightly connected with the own hand to his own cheek. He held their hands tightly against his hot cheek. Baekhyun tried to pull his hand back, afraid and nervous, but suddenly Chanyeol abruptly pulled him to himself and he ended up half lying on him.
They are frozen. Baekhyun froze and stared into Chanyeol's eyes. He didn't dare to move as if he feared he was going to wake up the sleeping lion because if an a small movement, and it also happened. Suddenly the other guy grabbed his neck with his free hand and kissed him fully, without shame, on his lips, not letting ho. He pushed with his closed lips against the closed lips of Baekhyun who desperately wanted to pull back but eventually lost. Slowly he closed his eyes and just that moment, Chanyeol pulled back.
"I..."
Baekhyun held his breath and waited and waited while it became longer and longer. Eventually he opened his eyes and saw Chanyeol already sleeping with his hand under his cheek like a pillow. A brief paradise like ten minutes he kept staring at him while his hand ached by cramp but it did not matter, because... He could still feel Chanyeol. On his lips.
And from that moment... Also in his heart.
The next day Baekhyun tried to avoid him for good. He couldn't hide his blush every time he saw Chanyeol's face. It was impossible to forget the previous night. So therefore Baekhyun left hastily the room when Chanyeol just opened one eye, not that Baekhyun was watching him. Really...
He sat at the dining table. Joonmyeon was already at the table with his phone in his hands. He looked up and smiled when he saw Baekhyun. "Goodeu morningeu!" Joonmyeon cheerfully greeted him in English and put his phone away.
"Hi."
"Ohgeurae... Wae so cold?" Joonmyeon pouted and then laughed, "Guess who's cooking?"
"Huh?" confused Baekhyun looked up and saw Kai behind the oven. He frowned and looked at Joonmyeon again, "You're joking! I miss Luhan hyung and his delicious hands..." Baekhyun pouted.
"What Luhan?"
The three boys in the kitchen turned and saw a still half asleep Sehun walking in. Jongin spoke this time with a teasing tone. "What what Luhan? Nobody said anything... Have you seen him in your dream or something?"
Joonmyeon grinned under his breath.
"Ah yeah... Huh? No, no I mean..."
"Neh, neh, Sehun-ah..."
Quietly he sat next to Baekhyun who gave him a smile. Only Baekhyun knew that Sehun and Luhan were something. The others teased them just because they thought everything was just fanservice while the main vocal knew very well that it was real.
"Ah, what is that mysterious smiles?" Joonmyeon teased.
"What? Who is smiling to my boyfriend?"
Startled Baekhyun looked up.
Chanyeol was as cheerful as Joonmyeon walking towards them and sat between Sehun and the nervous Baekhyun.
He remembers...
"What boyfriend?"
"Uh, hyung it's not..."
"Ssht, baby. I will tell them. We are now officially together. Me and bacon!"
"Bwoh!" Joonmyeon, Jongin and Baekhyun cried shocked.
Chanyeol leaned towards his so called boyfriend and kissed his cheek gently.
"Eew!"
"Aww!" smilingly Jongin looked at his friends and stopped cooking for a minute.
"Is that true?" Joonmyeon whispered cautiously to Baekhyun.
"What is true?" Kyungsoo who just muttered and walked directly to Jongin, who greeted him cheerful.
Joonmyeon waited with patience but the only answer he got from Baekhyun was a cold glare.
Baekhyun abruptly stood up and pulled Chanyeol by his wrist. He shut the door of their room and looked panting at Chanyeol.
"What yeobo... You want to be alone so soon?"
"Shut up."
The smile on Chanyeol's lips disappeared quickly. He slowly leaned against the wall and crossed his arms. "And?"
"It's not funny what you just did, and-"
"And?"
"I do not know why you said that and-"
"And?"
"Stop that and!"
"So?"
"I said stop!" Baekhyun cried suddenly and Chanyeol got startled by his tone. He took a step closer and grabbed his arm but Baekhyun pulled his arm back. He took a quick step back as if he was afraid of Chanyeol.
"What? Now you're afraid?" Chanyeol murmured frowning and took a step closer.
"But..." he whispered and quickly grabbed Baekhyun's arm so he would not run away. "Yesterday..."
"Yesterday, nothing happened yesterday."
"What..."
"Nothing-"
Suddenly, Chanyeol pushed him against the wall, grabbed his chin and attacked his lips roughly. He sucked the life out of him and Baekhyun felt his knees buckle and before he knew he was falling on his knees. But Chanyeol grabbed him tightly by the waist and pulled him up, kissing him deeper than before. Baekhyun could mix his own heartbeats with Chanyeol's on that wonderful moment. Panting, Chanyeol slowly pulled away and leaned his forehead against his, still grabbing him by the waist.
"Are you sure?" Chanyeol whispered gently against the half-open lips of Baekhyun.
But Baekhyun shook his head doubtfully Chanyeol kissed him again and again each time pulling him tighter against his chest. "A-are you sure?" Chanyeol mumbled between kisses and broke the kiss. He gave him a kiss on his temple and closed his eyes.
"I..."
"I am sure."
Baekhyun closed his eyes. His heart beat like a crazy and the only thing he could do was listen to Chanyeol.
"Chanyeol..." Baekhyun mumbled and pulled slowly back from the embrace. Chanyeol opened his eyes and looked at him expectantly.
"What is it?"
"I..."
"Am I stupid? Is that why?"
"N-no... Not really..."
"I'm ugly? Dumb? Idiot?"
"No. Of course not..."
"You don't like me..."
"No!"
"What then? Because of my stupid jokes? Tell me, I'll change them. Internet is full of funny jokes."
"Chanyeol-ah..." Baekhyun smiled slightly and looked away.
"Baekhyunnie..."
"I..." Baekhyun began speaking and looked up, "What if..."
"What if what..." Chanyeol whispered back and grabbed his arms gently, "because I'm really really sure, Baekhyun..."
"What if you find the right one for yourself, what if you..."
Baekhyun was scared. Chanyeol, he could feel him in his heart. Very deep in him. But he also felt the pain. What if Chanyeol finds the right girl?
"I-I do not want you wasting your time for me..."
"Baekhyun..."
"No. Listen. I understand. I feel it too. I really feel. Very deep... But... But think... What if you find the right one for yourself, what if you find the right girl... What will happen to me? I... I can not... Chanyeol... I'm sorry... I-"
"I will turn to the left."
With big teary eyes Baekhyun looked at him as if he could not hear or understand what he just have said. "W-what?" he whispered unbelievable. Chanyeol put his hand gently against his cheek to wipe away his tears. He smiled slightly.
"I'll turn to the left, Baekhyun... You, you're everything. Do you understand me?" he whispered, shaking his head, "I would never have believed that I could say something like this and Kris will eat me but I... You're my everything," he said softly, staring into his eyes, "I certainly turn to the left. "