Feb 03, 2012 13:06
"I still love you."
Smiling. Everyone looked towards it with a smile, clapping in their hands. But you, you looked forward to thrm definitely with no smile. You felt her arm that she hooked around your arm and you looked at her. She smiled at all those of people in front of you who were clapping in their hands. Why can't you? Your head turned to another side, you felt something, you heard something. Someone shouted at you? You looked at your friend Seunghyun who was sitting there with a slight smile. He wasn't. Who is it? Waa it Daesung? Seungri? Hongjun or Dongwook? No, it was nobody. You was just imagining someone called your name, you said to yourself and looked back at your bride. She was beautiful and loved you.
You love, her too.
I love, you too.
I was it, Youngbae. Jiyong. Do you still know me? We were best friends, remember. Always together. And then we fell in love, right? I thought you were in love with me? We were together. And then I left you. I started to scream at you because it was all your fault. No it was not. It was not your fault that I can't anymore singing, dancing or doing something that was so small. I became weaker, day after day, and got more mad at you, day after day. Because once when I would let you go, you would definitely leave me forever. I didn't want to. But I did it. I did hurt you, because I was in pain. I left you. And now you have forgotten me. You are happy. Have found a girl. Are married. You have finally the family that you wanted. But does this mean that you have to forget my voice, Youngbae?
Why? I... I still have pain. Come to me. Save me from here. Save me from this heat, I lie on the sun. You was the sun, and it didn't hurt to lay on you. But these flames hurt. Come here. Quickly. I can't go through the white door without you. They don't let me. Come with me. Or should I come? I would if I could. I swear.
"I still love you... Youngbae..."
p: taeyang/oc,
genre: deathfic,
genre: love/romance,
p: gdragon/taeyang,
genre: drama,
!type: one-shot