Ok, so a lot of people ask me what I do at my job, so I guess I'll just post about my typical day ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I leave for a road trip with 3 of my best friends. We're planning on going 5200 miles in 9 days, all the way to San Diego and back. It should be fun, I'm looking forward to it. I also got a job (about time). I start on the tuesday after I return from my trip. If I never post again, it is because I have perished on the trip and expect ( Read more... )

So it was night time and I was at a school, college. For some reason the power had gone out, and some people had been killed. Everyone on campus was scared, but couldn’t move anywhere because it was virtually pitch black everywhere. I wanted to get back to my dorm room, so I rushed thru the pitch black campus to my building, where I found that ( Read more... )

What's worse than isolation? Self induced isolation. When you have to keep everything you think to yourself because you know that anything you say or reveal to people will just end up hurting more people, and ultimately, yourself. So you keep it in. You don't tell people what you think, it'll only harm or scare them, and if it doesn't it'll ( Read more... )

HATE > LOVE

Outside it's shining but it rots inside.

whats the scariest thing in your life? Spiders? getting into a car accident? Mine is not knowing. Sometimes I think I know what want, and other times I don't. What this really means is that every time I don't know what I want, and that scares me more than anything else. The worst part about not knowing is that its not just one things, its a ( Read more... )

Starting july 4th I began a loose diet. I'm trying not to eat sugar filled foods, and I don't drink nestea or pop anymore, only water or gatorade. I also gave up drinking alcohol and beer. I also have been running 3 miles a day every day for about 2 weeks now. So far I've lost 15lbs and this "diet" will continue until august 20th, from which I ( Read more... )

Some people think I have anger management issues and that I need to see a psychologist. I don't think that I have any anger management issues at all, even though sometimes I do get really really mad. For example, my littlest sister has no idea how close she came to severe injury the other day. All fuckin' week she's been real bitchy, moreso than ( Read more... )

It has been a long time since I've felt this lonely. What's worse, knowing you screwed up? or knowing that what you screwed up you cannot fix? this is a sad sad world we live in. :(