Not a whole lot to report...

Jan 30, 2005 23:09

I managed to do something produtive finally today. I worked in the den=soon-to-be baby's room. Since we moved in almost a year ago, it has been nothing but a storage room. One could barely open the door to get in there. I went through the main boxes, and tried to get rid of things that I have had for years and probably will never use. Garbage is ready to go out. Ok, some of it is sitting in the hallway waiting for the next steps...literally and figuratively. So, one pile is of things that need to go to the basement in storage, another pile is my craft stuff (probaby will stay in there for now), another big ole pile of hubby's Army gear, another area of boxes of baby things (clothes, bedding, bottles), and then the rest of the room needs to be worked on still, but not much of it. The trundle bed that needs to go back in Jessica's room and under her bed, stroller needs to eventually work it way back to the car again or van, clean up the infant seat and baby bath, and a couple of other odds and ends. But one can walk in there, which was the main goal (psst, Susan, that light, it was in that one box I was originally going through, just buried at the bottom, now it is in Jessica's room, lol). Now I'm anxious to start getting the baby furniture so I can start washing up alot of this stuff and bring the diapers up from the trunk of the car.
Nothing from hubby today...:-( Dunno if that is a good thing or a bad thing...I'm guessing good. Getting anxious for him to come home...I really miss my best friend, my partner, my hubby, my lover, my companion, my everything. I came across some letters I wrote to him when he went for his BNCOC. I thought that time was hard...made me smile and cry, and how young I wrote. lol I was about a month or two along during that timeframe...fond memories.
I'm doing better health wise. Though baby has taking a liking to keeping oneself stretched out right up into my lungs, sometimes I think in my throat. But I wouldn't change it for the world. I prayed to God that I will deal with whatever is thrown my way to be able to have another baby, so here it is. I'm a grateful. I know one day, I will be reunited with my two other angels one day.
Speaking of God, I apologize for not going to church regularly lately. It is bothering me something fierce. I'm grateful, even through my pain time, that I am able to still see and read your word. Right now, I'm concentrating on the Proverbs...and wow. I read a chapter per day. There is a few parts that hits home and shows me on what I'm doing right or wrong, and what I need to improve in. I need to get myself back into the swing of things.
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