Packing and Anxiety and AAARGH !!!!!!!!!
I've had the last 2 weeks off work to get started on the packing. Not got as much done as I'd hoped, partly because there's a lot of stuff that can only be packed away at the last momment and partly because I've run out of boxes, (also, I've been sleeping loads, like 10/11 hours at a time and am also the winner of the "worlds worst procrastinator award" for the 47th year running). I've also (again with the also) been getting these fun paralyzing anxiety attacks. Not the sweaty, palpitations kind but I just keep finding myself sitting or standing the same place for ages, not really knowing what I'm doing or where I'm going and trembling all over. Very weird. I'm taking some herbal tranqs to try and get it under control and they're not (thank goodness) totally debilitating, I just wish i could fast-forward my life to the middle of May.
On the plus side, I think I'm loosing weight, which I certainly need to do. Maybe I can make my fortune promoting the "Anxiety and Chocolate diet". I so hate moving and I think it's worse this time because I feel I'm being forced into it. I love my flat, I don't want to go but now I'm sitting here surrounded by boxes and empty shelves......aargh, Frell it! Maybe I'll have some alcohol :o)
On the plus side, I think I'm loosing weight, which I certainly need to do. Maybe I can make my fortune promoting the "Anxiety and Chocolate diet". I so hate moving and I think it's worse this time because I feel I'm being forced into it. I love my flat, I don't want to go but now I'm sitting here surrounded by boxes and empty shelves......aargh, Frell it! Maybe I'll have some alcohol :o)