I'm in love with someone I can't have. Let's just hope and pray that I can eventually. I never knew love until now.

I'm a woman who has dated a lot of shitty assholes ( Read more... )

Ok well, first of all, I'm a little drunk ( Read more... )

i just want you to know i still love you.
still.
after all the shit, and all the time.
i still love you, just as much as yesterday and the day before.
forever and always.
that's what i told you and that's what i meant.

it's been so long since i last wanted to kill myself i forgot what it felt like. so i came here. this is where i used to come when i felt like this. i don't know why but it's what i did ( Read more... )

it's been way too long. too much has happened.. too much has changed... i miss my LJ. i need to update this thing more than once a year.

i miss him too much to mention.

rachel wants ( Read more... )

i feel completely alone ( Read more... )

Dear severely neglected livejournal,
now that i have internet again, i will try to update you more often.
i promise.

♥
rachel

i have a lot of rage built up.
im mad at everyone i know and love.
im so fucking mad im crying.
how lame is that?

warning: steer clear of me. i'm an asshole.