Sep 01, 2006 00:35
i feel completely alone.
first off i want to say to everyone who is in high school, enjoy it while you can. i regret every day not being able to go to school. i hate it.
i hate it that my friends are always telling me about things they've done lately, or parties they've gone to.
i hate feeling so left out.
i hate sitting up in the middle of the night thinking of how much i would love to be a regular teenager going to school and hanging out with friends and doing all the things you take for granted. i envy you. i wish every day that i had the freedom to just hang out for one day with no responsiblities.
be thankful that you are not me.
be glad that you have cars and friends and when you work and get paid you can spend your money on things that you want.
appreciate that you are a teenager, and you have freedoms, that i don't have.
i hate my life sometimes.