so i hate my mom. im not allowed to go to semi because my cousin died about two weeks ago. semi is in december. and my moms like "youre lucky, instead of one year of mourning im only making you do three months." wtf. its SEMI. and i want to take andy. but shes being a gay ass. i wanna smack her. shes fucking ruining my life. and i really feel like ( Read more... )

So I really wanna leave this crappy state and just have some fun, take some risks, laugh, make mistakes, and just relax and deal with them how i want to. But, what if all of that would be a mistake? What if it would be a slap in the face? I'd be depressed, but I'd get over it and move on. I don't need anyone to complete me. I don't need someone ( Read more... )

So, do you ever want to go somewhere for a day and try something, meet someone, take a risk? Yeah, at this moment in time I do. I'm being retarded of course though, cause it's not like anything wonderful and perfect would ever happen to me. But whatever ( Read more... )

I'm stealing this from Magda who stole it from Natalia ( Read more... )

So today was a pretty hectic day. I'm really sad that my mom didn't let me drive, but whatever. There's always tomorrow. Andy called me today, and I guess I won't break up with him now. I dunno whats going on. Frankly, I just don't care anymore. Me and him look really similar physically, but mentally, were completely different people. COMPLETELY. ( Read more... )

So, things have been EXTREMELY tough for me lately. im too tired to get into it. and honestly, if i talk about it, im gonna go through all my emotions again and just end up angry. and right now im calm and exhausted, but happy. why? zack. he reminded me that i need to chillllll. i didnt even need to open up to him or say anything, but he just made ( Read more... )

im really mad.
i wrote a long ass entry about boys, myspace, and breast pumps, and it disappeared.
fuck this.
ill write about it tomorrow.
im too tired now.
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You scored as Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. Congratulations! You are obsessive-compulsive! You know nothing curbs images of mutilating your mother like a good counting/checking/washing ritual... wait, DID you forget to turn off the stove???

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
92%
Eating Disorders
83%
Schizophrenia
75%
Unipolar Depression
75%
Antisocial ( Read more... )

So, ummm, I haven't written in here for a while, but I really don't feel like getting into why. I have no-one to spill my soul to, so I'm just gonna spill it here ( Read more... )

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