With Eyes Like The Summer
Isn't it funny how I update when I have nothing to say and when big things happen I slack off for a week? I was writing, I just didn't post- blame it on my laptop for not having Internet. So, you might want to flip back a bit and catch up on my ever so eventful week. Because this will seem like a totally different person speaking unless you do. Except for the fact that I forgot to write an entry when something totally major happened... so. Me and Chris got back together on the 26th. I’ll go back and fill it in later but I’ve been so long without updating that I felt I had to post this stuff now. I’ll update about the 8th to the 14th later tonight. (And it is the fourteenth today, haha. I’m such a loser.)
Many things in life have mood swings, I've discovered. Teenage girls, boyfriends, parents, weather, and entire days. The day started out boring, but pleasant. Mild conditions, an outlook of heavy studying, but a chance of seeing Scary Movie 4 with Dad. I did convince him to go after lunch and it was so fun. Stupid and pointless, but hilarious. (After all, the best things in life are those three things.) But then things took a nosedive. Mom called during the last ten minutes of the movie and the noise surprised Dad so much he dropped the cellphone and my mp3 player. He got worried because she promised she'd only call if there was an emergency- that's why he left the phone on. But it wasn’t of course, she was just being her. So we grumble our way to the car and discover the back to my player is missing. He goes back but can't find it. I'm upset, he's promising to buy me a new one, and I'm getting more upset because I know we can't afford that and he feels bad and it's not his fault and I just end up feeling awful. I come home in a total state and then Mom is sorry which makes it even worse… but I'm quickly cajoled out of my misery when Toni comes over, turns on Death Cab for Cutie and my parents leave. Little did I know, they went back to the theater and did end up finding the back.
The day took a sharp turn upwards. Me and Toni were bored out of our minds and wishing someone- a.k.a. Alex and Chris- would appear like they tend to do on sunny afternoons. (By then the weather had also swung- beating sun and in the high 20s.) We went online but neither of them were on. So we just decided to go outside with Franny and sit around. And, as luck would have it, twenty minutes later Alex, Chris, and Cameron walk by. We spent about an hour just sitting around being silly. The boys were being their wonderful perverted selves- Cam threw something down my shirt and I challenged him to get it and all three of them stepped forward and said, "I will!!" Also, Alex and Cam kept fake flirting which was very amusing because Cam's bi- but he's told me he thinks Chris is hot and he'd go for him if he went for anyone. That's probably why me and him tend to fight, haha. But, yeah, most of the time was just spent laughing and lying around.
Best part was that my arms and shoulders were burning (I know that makes me sounds strange, but there is a point) and you know how good it feels to have something cool touch your skin when it's hot? For some reason Chris's hands were cold as anything and he kept rubbing my arms and it was actually making me shiver. The contrast, it was just… if I say hot, that'll sound really dumb. But it was.
Of course then my parents came home and were all like "glare, boys" and I kissed Chris in front of my dad just to tick him off. Dad made me and Toni come in and forced us to do math. Trig now makes basic sense to me and I'm actually semi-prepared for my physics test, too. Tomorrow should be okay- the weather's supposed to be the same, too. Ooh, it's going to be hard going to classes. Especially since I have a free and music in the afternoon… hmm, there is a chance I won't end up going. I'm not in dangerous territory for music, too… well, we'll see. I'll attempt to force myself to go but it really isn't the end of the world if I don't. Except I'd probably get caught. We'd have to go somewhere else… okay, I'm going to stop planning this!! Skipping is bad. Even if it is only music… damn, I'm going, and he's going to Oceans. He can't skip. We'll just have to make do with the lunch hour.
I'm wearing my really pretty gypsy-ish blue sparkly skirt. I like twirling it. But I should change into my pj's and get ready for bed. Or something. Because sitting here typing, singing, and fantasizing about Chris isn't going to settle my mind. Especially the last thing… damn him and his pretty hair. I was trying to braid it but a) he kept squirming away b) his hair isn't really right for braiding and c) I can't really braid, haha. I tried to hold him still to let Cam do it, but he wiggles! Oh well, just playing with it is good enough… it's soft. And there I go, completely losing it again. We've established he's gorgeous, amazing, and mine and now I'm going. Later!
Many things in life have mood swings, I've discovered. Teenage girls, boyfriends, parents, weather, and entire days. The day started out boring, but pleasant. Mild conditions, an outlook of heavy studying, but a chance of seeing Scary Movie 4 with Dad. I did convince him to go after lunch and it was so fun. Stupid and pointless, but hilarious. (After all, the best things in life are those three things.) But then things took a nosedive. Mom called during the last ten minutes of the movie and the noise surprised Dad so much he dropped the cellphone and my mp3 player. He got worried because she promised she'd only call if there was an emergency- that's why he left the phone on. But it wasn’t of course, she was just being her. So we grumble our way to the car and discover the back to my player is missing. He goes back but can't find it. I'm upset, he's promising to buy me a new one, and I'm getting more upset because I know we can't afford that and he feels bad and it's not his fault and I just end up feeling awful. I come home in a total state and then Mom is sorry which makes it even worse… but I'm quickly cajoled out of my misery when Toni comes over, turns on Death Cab for Cutie and my parents leave. Little did I know, they went back to the theater and did end up finding the back.
The day took a sharp turn upwards. Me and Toni were bored out of our minds and wishing someone- a.k.a. Alex and Chris- would appear like they tend to do on sunny afternoons. (By then the weather had also swung- beating sun and in the high 20s.) We went online but neither of them were on. So we just decided to go outside with Franny and sit around. And, as luck would have it, twenty minutes later Alex, Chris, and Cameron walk by. We spent about an hour just sitting around being silly. The boys were being their wonderful perverted selves- Cam threw something down my shirt and I challenged him to get it and all three of them stepped forward and said, "I will!!" Also, Alex and Cam kept fake flirting which was very amusing because Cam's bi- but he's told me he thinks Chris is hot and he'd go for him if he went for anyone. That's probably why me and him tend to fight, haha. But, yeah, most of the time was just spent laughing and lying around.
Best part was that my arms and shoulders were burning (I know that makes me sounds strange, but there is a point) and you know how good it feels to have something cool touch your skin when it's hot? For some reason Chris's hands were cold as anything and he kept rubbing my arms and it was actually making me shiver. The contrast, it was just… if I say hot, that'll sound really dumb. But it was.
Of course then my parents came home and were all like "glare, boys" and I kissed Chris in front of my dad just to tick him off. Dad made me and Toni come in and forced us to do math. Trig now makes basic sense to me and I'm actually semi-prepared for my physics test, too. Tomorrow should be okay- the weather's supposed to be the same, too. Ooh, it's going to be hard going to classes. Especially since I have a free and music in the afternoon… hmm, there is a chance I won't end up going. I'm not in dangerous territory for music, too… well, we'll see. I'll attempt to force myself to go but it really isn't the end of the world if I don't. Except I'd probably get caught. We'd have to go somewhere else… okay, I'm going to stop planning this!! Skipping is bad. Even if it is only music… damn, I'm going, and he's going to Oceans. He can't skip. We'll just have to make do with the lunch hour.
I'm wearing my really pretty gypsy-ish blue sparkly skirt. I like twirling it. But I should change into my pj's and get ready for bed. Or something. Because sitting here typing, singing, and fantasizing about Chris isn't going to settle my mind. Especially the last thing… damn him and his pretty hair. I was trying to braid it but a) he kept squirming away b) his hair isn't really right for braiding and c) I can't really braid, haha. I tried to hold him still to let Cam do it, but he wiggles! Oh well, just playing with it is good enough… it's soft. And there I go, completely losing it again. We've established he's gorgeous, amazing, and mine and now I'm going. Later!