again.
FUCK!
depressed.

I put blame on 2 people ( Read more... )

I find it harder and harder to go short periods of time without thinking of you ( Read more... )

I'm stimulated mentally ( Read more... )

it's really over.
i held on for so long
waiting for you
and you never came
and i saw it this week
really saw it
or didn't see it.
there was no want
or desire
to be with me
unless it's being hidden so well

my grieving began today

so this is what a broken heart feels like

if you're done than be done ( Read more... )

9/16/06 - 9/12/07 ( Read more... )

if we were anymore opposite, we'd be enemies...

just as quickly as I could cry tears of joy to see you...
is just as fast as I could cry to know your appearance was just to calm your guilt before you did whatever you were gunna do tonite...

i'm not okay...