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i'm having a shitty day again. my mum was stressy earlier and told me to get out of her way because she didn't want to shout at me. i dont know why but i just felt like crying so i just walked out of the house.
i went to my spot on the cliffs. i'm such a loser. i have no friends here. well one. amy. but we hardly see each other. what with college and whatever. it was just so quiet up there. and all i could hear was the sea. in a way i felt like it just took my problems away. i wish it could.
my little cousin and my auntie came round earlier though. hes so cute. yet likes to attack me with objects. it was good to see them. i think thats been the only highlight today.
i don't know where my schooling is going. i sound posh saying schooling. im starting to get fed up with sixth form. going in everyday and feeling like im learning nothing. i think iv fucked my exams up i took last week. i failed again in my english retake.
things. just. get. better.
katie x
i went to my spot on the cliffs. i'm such a loser. i have no friends here. well one. amy. but we hardly see each other. what with college and whatever. it was just so quiet up there. and all i could hear was the sea. in a way i felt like it just took my problems away. i wish it could.
my little cousin and my auntie came round earlier though. hes so cute. yet likes to attack me with objects. it was good to see them. i think thats been the only highlight today.
i don't know where my schooling is going. i sound posh saying schooling. im starting to get fed up with sixth form. going in everyday and feeling like im learning nothing. i think iv fucked my exams up i took last week. i failed again in my english retake.
things. just. get. better.
katie x