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i havn't got a lesson until two today. how gay head is that. i have to go into school for one flamin lesson them come home again.
i don't think i got any 'updates' on things. not really. nat's coming down on friday. this friday or next. i think it's this friday. i don't know if it would be wise to see her because i'm still annoyed and in a way pissed off. but i don't think she would understand why if i told her.
i keep wanting to cry. i feel lonely and i'v just put it on myself. i keep wanting to cry at school but i try to push it away. just for a bit longer. then when i get home it's the same. i don't see any of my friends out of school. jo a few times on weekends and such but hardly anyone else. i'm doing it myself by not seeing anyone but still i go on about.
other than that i'v got myself a stalker. <3
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i don't think i got any 'updates' on things. not really. nat's coming down on friday. this friday or next. i think it's this friday. i don't know if it would be wise to see her because i'm still annoyed and in a way pissed off. but i don't think she would understand why if i told her.
i keep wanting to cry. i feel lonely and i'v just put it on myself. i keep wanting to cry at school but i try to push it away. just for a bit longer. then when i get home it's the same. i don't see any of my friends out of school. jo a few times on weekends and such but hardly anyone else. i'm doing it myself by not seeing anyone but still i go on about.
other than that i'v got myself a stalker. <3
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