Comments | xxhurtxinsidexx: its over...

xxhurtxinsidexx

its over...

May 09, 2005 12:32

Well its over with me and Jaquese because if i keep hurting a certain someone by going out with her im going to end up killing myself. So I told Jaquese fuck it and its over. jaquese wanted me to tell ashlee to just fuck off and i couldnt. she was pissed at me because i told her a lil secret of mine. i know shes going to go around and tell everyone ( Read more... )

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get better tarah allxmyxfault May 9 2005, 17:11:47 UTC

Yea i know how you feel Tarah. Sometimes you feel that cutting yourself is the best way to go and at the time it feels so great and relieved, but then everytime you look down and see it it brings back the reason you did it in the first place. Just talk to your friends tell them your sorry you have to try hard maybe they will forgive you. Just remember the only reason there being like that is because they care about you.

Re: get better tarah xxhurtxinsidexx May 9 2005, 17:40:26 UTC

thanks for you advice....it helps...really it does. Im just so confused..i mean why cant i make everyone happy. I dont even care if im not happy. I just want my friends and the people i care for happy. I dont get it....im soo screwed up...i need help

rescue me..someone....please

Re: get better tarah gigi05 May 9 2005, 23:32:05 UTC

u kno y u cant make everyone happy? b/c it impossible....if one person is happy i kno for a fact another is unhappy...dont worry about makin others happy worry bout makin urself happy....ur life is the one at risk....idk w/e

sorry wwjd4u7songbird May 9 2005, 17:44:40 UTC

im sorry that you decide to break up with jaquese. i dont think you should have. idk if she is the one you said you loved so much but you should follow your heart. You say you cant make anyone happy and i know thats not true because you broke up with jaquese to make someone happy! It wont make tem happy because the person that i think u broke up with wants you happy and if your not happy they are not happy. idk. i dont know what im talking about but if you do then everything is ok. I hope that your day goes better and i will talk to you later. love ya lots!!!

Re: sorry xxhurtxinsidexx May 9 2005, 17:54:47 UTC

thanks tiffany...i dont know though. Things are hell. Thank you for your advice..i appreciate it alot. im trying to make someone happy but im looking past what really makes them happy. If that makes since at all. I dont know what to do. I would die for this person and with out them life is worthless. Im not just saying this i really mean it. I love them with all i have. I tried talking to them but they didnt have time for me anymore..i dont know..im dying tiffany..what do i do?

Re: sorry wwjd4u7songbird May 9 2005, 17:58:32 UTC

I cant say i know how your feeling but, i know what its like to live in hell. I know you really love this person and i know exactly who they are.(i think). Just like always, i know that this person will soon realize how they are making you feel and then you guys will be fine because you guys always end up fine. They are just mad at you for now but, they will be ok. and you will be ok too. you better be ok!!

Re: sorry xxhurtxinsidexx May 9 2005, 18:09:27 UTC

hey,

well ya you probably know who it is. everyone is starting to realize it. hmm..i dont know...im sooo depressed and crushed and dead it seems...i just want to die...

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i_angel_of_love May 10 2005, 02:29:00 UTC

Anytime you feel ( ... )

thank you xxhurtxinsidexx May 10 2005, 16:41:01 UTC

Thank you for that sweet poem and your help. I really appreciate it and i will talk to you if i need help..in fact i need help now..why are people so hypocritical??? cuz i have a friend who is..and why do people repeat everything said to them...and why do people give you the dirtiest looks but they claim they care and worry about you...and why are people scared to talk to me..i dont understand all of this..to tell you the truth i dont understand anything..not life..not people...not myself..so why not just die?? i dont get it!! help me! please!!!

Re: thank you i_angel_of_love May 10 2005, 22:08:20 UTC

First off, people will look at you and try to find things wrong with you. The want to make themselves feel better so they will judge you and try there hardest to mess with your life if theres isnt go the way they want it to. So people who are hypocritical really just want whats best for you and some just are stupid... lol... If your telling people things you dont want others to know tell them that and if they tell just tell them that they have broken your trust in them and you cant tell them nething eles. I have a friend that told me they cared for me but they really didnt. She gave me these looks and so i just backed off. Ill talk to her ocationaly but sometimes people want to keep a good front so that people will like them or think that they are nice... there are alot of mean people out there. If you confront the people doing things like that you could learn alot. There are many reason other than that that people could look at you like that. But if you ask them why they should give you a straight foward answer. If your not happy ( ... )