its over...

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Well its over with me and Jaquese because if i keep hurting a certain someone by going out with her im going to end up killing myself. So I told Jaquese fuck it and its over. jaquese wanted me to tell ashlee to just fuck off and i couldnt. she was pissed at me because i told her a lil secret of mine. i know shes going to go around and tell everyone but oh well.

Anyways...

im crying...gina and ashlee didnt want me to break up with jaquese but no matter what i do i cant make anyone happy. i try soo hard.

Dont you all realize that i have feelings too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont want to live anymore!!!

me and ashlee arent friends anymore because i cut myself. I swore to her i wouldnt and i did and i wasnt going to tell her but i had to because i cant keep it from her. I didnt want her to find out another way so i just spilled the beans.

I wanna say thank you gina for being here for me...and thank you ashlee for making time to talk to me. thanks angie for trying to talk to me and make things better..and thank you courtney for trying to give me advice and help too.

Today is a horrible day...

What do i do....

Help me please...

rescue me...

i gotta go my tears are stinging my eyes and i cant live like this..