We're gonna burn this town to the ground and laugh over the flames.

[xxdefectivexx]

i never made a scene. i didnt have to. they came to me.
because theres one thing i can do nothing about.

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you.
FUCK YOU.
you dont give a shit about other peoples feeling sso why should i care about yours? ive cared to fucking much lately fuck that.
h y p o c r i t e e e e e e e e e.
im not even going to say anymore you make me sick.

jens sleeping over shes already asleep making little snores and waking up randomly talking in foreign languages. aw.
i miss amanda schaal so fucking much. on friday when im at alyssas essing a bee ima be talking to her as if she were there <3. sigh.
im chillin with mike and jen tomorrow mmm taco bell and shit to affect the way i think lovely.
i miss julia :(.
liz had to leave she was supposed to sleep here to.
i want to make brownies but i have no vegetable oil rueben has to bring it over tomorrow mmm apple and hookah.
jens my dauhter i swear right now shes so cute.
i have a crush. he has a really nice smile. nice body. im not used to those jacked, flat tummies.
this friday is gonna be s i c k. i cant fucking wait.
my aprents have been looser and my curfew and the sleepover yay.
midterms can lick my ass.
check out my myspace i guess.

<3 propstofransheknowswhy.

well i hope i dont use this grudge to assess the damage from WAYYY back when it mattered.
but nothing really matters anymore. we're just protecting ourselves from...ourselves.
you cant be happy or honest. fuck you.

-jo