honestly...it didnt mean THAT much to me. nevaa.
i. am. a. fatass. bc. of. a. dessert. called. the. titanic.
today was jens sweet 16. i dressed up and felt like an asshole when i saw liz ad chrissy in jeans and long sleeved shirts but i got over it. got jen money bc i suck at giving good presents. her mom bought me all the food i could eat i love that woman.
Rent wasnt as bad as i thought it would be bc i fuckign hate broadway shows, 2 hour long shits with annoying singing and girls with flat tummies and long ass legs. but there was a fat black lady in it and the story line was full of drugs and aids so it wasnt that bad. i think i almost cried.
went to the ill italian restaurant carmines ate the ill chicken and brownie/icecream confection called titanic. greetings ladies <3. kick asshoels night. i cant sing for shit. fucking stoges.
tomorrow i have a sleepover with my girls and some 40th birthday party shit with more food there goes my diet. im supposed to go to alyssas but sigh ive been so busy. it doesnt help that i miss julia so much. i seriously havent seen that bitchass in almost 3 weeks..maybe i can see her monday at least i hope so <3.
amanda is still in florida. dont even get me started or the waterfalls will begin.
id do anything for my friends. but ive really been singling out who my real friends are. last year was one of the worst times of my life and i want this one to make me somewhat happy. fuck mental illnesses and love.
i say fuck love but idk how much i really mean that. i have a crush on the boy with the beautiful icy eyes and smile that makes me melt but whenever he talks to me my heart beats so fast i cant think. all that comes out is "how was gym?" or something gay like that. i wish i could show him something unique...cute...funny...but he makes me tremble. he rarely dates and fucks with his mouth and makes all the bones in my body disappear.
my sweet 16 is coming up and idk what i should do. party with a whole bunch of ppl or vacation with just a few? advice please.
k gonna go straighten my hair thxforyourtimebye.
<3jo
today was jens sweet 16. i dressed up and felt like an asshole when i saw liz ad chrissy in jeans and long sleeved shirts but i got over it. got jen money bc i suck at giving good presents. her mom bought me all the food i could eat i love that woman.
Rent wasnt as bad as i thought it would be bc i fuckign hate broadway shows, 2 hour long shits with annoying singing and girls with flat tummies and long ass legs. but there was a fat black lady in it and the story line was full of drugs and aids so it wasnt that bad. i think i almost cried.
went to the ill italian restaurant carmines ate the ill chicken and brownie/icecream confection called titanic. greetings ladies <3. kick asshoels night. i cant sing for shit. fucking stoges.
tomorrow i have a sleepover with my girls and some 40th birthday party shit with more food there goes my diet. im supposed to go to alyssas but sigh ive been so busy. it doesnt help that i miss julia so much. i seriously havent seen that bitchass in almost 3 weeks..maybe i can see her monday at least i hope so <3.
amanda is still in florida. dont even get me started or the waterfalls will begin.
id do anything for my friends. but ive really been singling out who my real friends are. last year was one of the worst times of my life and i want this one to make me somewhat happy. fuck mental illnesses and love.
i say fuck love but idk how much i really mean that. i have a crush on the boy with the beautiful icy eyes and smile that makes me melt but whenever he talks to me my heart beats so fast i cant think. all that comes out is "how was gym?" or something gay like that. i wish i could show him something unique...cute...funny...but he makes me tremble. he rarely dates and fucks with his mouth and makes all the bones in my body disappear.
my sweet 16 is coming up and idk what i should do. party with a whole bunch of ppl or vacation with just a few? advice please.
k gonna go straighten my hair thxforyourtimebye.
<3jo