I'm contagious and high on the fucking smell of fish.
Today...was a horrible day. Christmas eve to be exact.
i got up early bc of my alarm. call amada. she over slept. no pancakes for jules :(/ one day this week perhaps :).
maddd sick all day couldnt move got fat on soup and gingerbread, watched peter pan and dodge ball.
took so much asprin i can feel it swishing around in my brain.
got a coach bag ill never wear, 25 bucks, and a credit card with some money on it so far. mom says be greatful. i comply.
i cried this morning and yesterda and i dont know why.
my cousin came over and he made believe i wasnt sick and begged nana for a car. mom took car of me. dad slept. brother was an assface. same shit.
lately i can only write in this fucking journal but when im done maybe ill go do that bc theres nothing else to do.
tomorrow presents mothafuckas fuck yes and my nose ring and my dads even talking about us getting a bowflex treadmill so i don't weigh 400 lbs one day oh jolly gee can you believe it?
fuck this bed payce.
i got up early bc of my alarm. call amada. she over slept. no pancakes for jules :(/ one day this week perhaps :).
maddd sick all day couldnt move got fat on soup and gingerbread, watched peter pan and dodge ball.
took so much asprin i can feel it swishing around in my brain.
got a coach bag ill never wear, 25 bucks, and a credit card with some money on it so far. mom says be greatful. i comply.
i cried this morning and yesterda and i dont know why.
my cousin came over and he made believe i wasnt sick and begged nana for a car. mom took car of me. dad slept. brother was an assface. same shit.
lately i can only write in this fucking journal but when im done maybe ill go do that bc theres nothing else to do.
tomorrow presents mothafuckas fuck yes and my nose ring and my dads even talking about us getting a bowflex treadmill so i don't weigh 400 lbs one day oh jolly gee can you believe it?
fuck this bed payce.