Dec 23, 2004 14:51
Do you have the capacity to love?
Forget crushes and hugs and candy hearts coated in sugar.
Does he get into your head? Slice through the pink folds and attack the very center and make it swell, disrupting the brain as a whole and driving you completely through the wall?
Does he get into your chest? Melt away the cavity and puncture the deep red cover and infect every vein and artery with his poison? And your not vaccinated against it.
You fall mentally ill with over-analyzation and worry with every little thing he does and your physically shot to hell due to al the butterflys in your stomache, increased heart rate doomed for an attack, and tingling of your skin with his every touch.
He makes you fucking tremble, doesn't he?
Love is a sickness, a disease, a virus. This is what all of you seek.
I love many people but i'll never fall in love with any of them again and until i can i need to be alone.
(oh yeah amandas coming back today and its julias birthday <3)
-jo