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i write in this god damn thing everyday. i wonder if this is a bad thing.
if you look back at my journal history in may, at my 26 entries, its really crazy how alike and different i am from that girl i was. she fucking scares me. he makes the muscles in my face tense up. but seriously "id never hurt that kid no matter how drunk i am" "He treated me better today i would never hurt him" so much sugar coated shit from what i really felt. oh it breaks the remnants of my heart.
its fucking christmas, im mad bored, everyones with their family and all of my relative are staying so far away from my house you'd think this is the temple of sars. it would be cool if someone else wasnt held hostage by the 'rents.
my hair looks disgusting. wtf do i do.
i got jessica simpson whipped cream lotion and edible fragrance and its fucking delicious i could eat the entire thing and omg my ass is huge.
got a lot of make-up bc everyone knows i love it. 150 bucks in gift card money, 210 in actual money and checks. etch a sketch pen. tic tac (da fuck are my parents hinting at?!?!) and this coach bag that made me cry. i really did.
scented markers. mmm.
shimmer powder. kingdom hearts: chain of memories. pajamas.
kick ass sweatshirt sursly i fucking love it.
chain bracelet its lovely.
everyone else got i-pods and cell phones and digital cameras. i got lotion and mascara.
my throat is killing me. im getting fat i cant excercise my body is so exhaisted :(.
i hear jules and chelsea and kern took dominos to the dome yesterday man am i jealous ;).
eh tomorrow should be better at least. shopping with ama and jules, out of all the sore throat remedies i feel this is the best one. and ehh...operation c (i think thats what its called) doesnt sound so bad either. in fact it sounds totally r a d.
bye.
if you look back at my journal history in may, at my 26 entries, its really crazy how alike and different i am from that girl i was. she fucking scares me. he makes the muscles in my face tense up. but seriously "id never hurt that kid no matter how drunk i am" "He treated me better today i would never hurt him" so much sugar coated shit from what i really felt. oh it breaks the remnants of my heart.
its fucking christmas, im mad bored, everyones with their family and all of my relative are staying so far away from my house you'd think this is the temple of sars. it would be cool if someone else wasnt held hostage by the 'rents.
my hair looks disgusting. wtf do i do.
i got jessica simpson whipped cream lotion and edible fragrance and its fucking delicious i could eat the entire thing and omg my ass is huge.
got a lot of make-up bc everyone knows i love it. 150 bucks in gift card money, 210 in actual money and checks. etch a sketch pen. tic tac (da fuck are my parents hinting at?!?!) and this coach bag that made me cry. i really did.
scented markers. mmm.
shimmer powder. kingdom hearts: chain of memories. pajamas.
kick ass sweatshirt sursly i fucking love it.
chain bracelet its lovely.
everyone else got i-pods and cell phones and digital cameras. i got lotion and mascara.
my throat is killing me. im getting fat i cant excercise my body is so exhaisted :(.
i hear jules and chelsea and kern took dominos to the dome yesterday man am i jealous ;).
eh tomorrow should be better at least. shopping with ama and jules, out of all the sore throat remedies i feel this is the best one. and ehh...operation c (i think thats what its called) doesnt sound so bad either. in fact it sounds totally r a d.
bye.