uhhh
This kid has actually become my addiction, even if I have all this fucking anger building up in me the wanting him there actually can match it. He treats me like total shit but I just keep coming back for me because some stupid side of me loves him? I don't have anywhere to stay while my brother comes and that's really killing me inside. I was actually honest with David and told him that although I didn't want anything to do with him I needed somewhere to stay while my brother and he said that because he's parents would realize that we aren't together that he couldn't have me there. It kills me how much my life is just falling apart, not only with David but just my life at home.....