Sep 04, 2010 22:42
So here I am two years later, and as of now things are building back up again. Me and David are done for good. I can actually say that because although I have no one there I'm not reaching out to him although he does text me from time to time I don't respond. So after 7 years me and Kyle finally gave it a short. And he went back to his child's mother. I've given myself away to soo many people (in my book atleast) and I've decided to just be by myself this time around. I haven't been single truly since 2005 ITS ABOUT TIME I'M ALONE! I did attempt suicide again and now I'll have the nasty as scar to remember it by. I want to love me again and be so strong that nothing in this world could break me down again. I realize this is going to be a long road but one I'm so excited to take. It will be a year now that I've been on my own in October. Still haven't done much with life but thats fine, because I'm giving it my every attempt now to make up for lost time. I honestly don't even know why I'm posting this up because no one will see, but I guess as I have in the past I'll look to see if I finally changed. This time I should be proud down the road.
Dreaming Nights