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Why is shit so fucking complicated? I know now that me and david can basically never be I've just been being stupid in trying to forget everything that has happened I should just move on you know? Force myself to forget all hopes of me and him, the sad part is wanting it even though I know I shouldn't but I suppose that's the power of love. I feel like I shouldn't even get with him because its going to hurt me when we aren't the same and its because of everything that has happened obviously... Suck it damn it!!!!!!!!!!