ha
so
re update.
i havent posted in a while.

i broke up with anten.
cuz it didnt work out.

and now im dating jordan seely.

i just had my 20th fucking birthday.
it was my golden birthday this year.

um
im still clean
but im drinking and smoking bud.
but look who you're talking to its me.
but its all good
weed is BUENO.

lol
im bored
so peace.

wow. its been a while since ive posted in this bitch ( Read more... )

so i fucking hate everything right now ( Read more... )

i have one question to ask whatever supreme being rules over mankind and the world and such ( Read more... )

all i have to say right now is
UGH.

thats exactly how i feel.
im so frustrated with everything
especially how
i fuckin cant do ANYTHING right
apparently.

on a lighter note.
check out the pic i drew!

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so life at the my parents house isn't too awfully terrible.
there are some big things about to happen with me.
1. GETTING CLEAN. ive come to terms that im an addict. and i cannot quit on my own ( Read more... )

so ( Read more... )

so
things are better.
kody is my boyfriend again.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE him.
im moving back in with my parents..
getting clean.
and making my life better.
WERD.

so.
my life sucks as of now.

i got fucked over by some bitch. AGAIN. same one that did last time.

i dont care about that though,

what i do care about is how much kodys parents hate me now.
i broke up with him in december.
now we are trying to work things out.

and it doesn't matter.

i just wanna dig a hole and crawl in it.

i dont know what im doing anymore...
it sucks.
life is confusing.