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So tired....so here are some thoughts:
- Something corporate is my new love. Their show rocked my socks off. Andrews hair is so wonderful. But the way he can play that piano...*sigh*....
- Tommorow gonna suck. Meeting with the vice provost. No fun. Not at all.
- I have a boy. Yes I do. Yay for me. The further I go into this the more I wish I could put some heart into it though. I feel guilty for every second I spend and every thought I devote to it. And so I don't. And I wish it weren't so. I wish I could care. And I wish when I do care I didn't compare. And for every comparison I wish I could go back in time and somehow fix whatever was wrong with how I treated the tyler situation. Tyler.
- 11 days and it will be all over. I can breathe again. I've forgotten how to breathe.
- Matrix on Saturday. One thought on this: EEEEEEE!!!!!
- There is a rock band. My rock band. Living in Seattle. Nearby. Somewhere. Recording an album. I a)could have partied with them last night. b)could have stalked them last night c)MUST FIND THEM BEFORE THEY LEAVE.
- No, no, not obsessed.
Must sleep.
- Something corporate is my new love. Their show rocked my socks off. Andrews hair is so wonderful. But the way he can play that piano...*sigh*....
- Tommorow gonna suck. Meeting with the vice provost. No fun. Not at all.
- I have a boy. Yes I do. Yay for me. The further I go into this the more I wish I could put some heart into it though. I feel guilty for every second I spend and every thought I devote to it. And so I don't. And I wish it weren't so. I wish I could care. And I wish when I do care I didn't compare. And for every comparison I wish I could go back in time and somehow fix whatever was wrong with how I treated the tyler situation. Tyler.
- 11 days and it will be all over. I can breathe again. I've forgotten how to breathe.
- Matrix on Saturday. One thought on this: EEEEEEE!!!!!
- There is a rock band. My rock band. Living in Seattle. Nearby. Somewhere. Recording an album. I a)could have partied with them last night. b)could have stalked them last night c)MUST FIND THEM BEFORE THEY LEAVE.
- No, no, not obsessed.
Must sleep.