I'm a dog, a dirty crying dog
Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
'Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees
A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb
Comin' down the world turned overAnd angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer
You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallowed the light from the sun
Inside your room
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on to bring you home
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me
so I went over samer's house yesterday, it was pretty cool. we played some games, and watched the third lord of the rings, it was a good movie. I had fun watching it with Sam, he's a funny kid. hell I've known him forever really, it's pretty crazy. he's going to this California camp the same day I go to Camp Eisner. I hope Camp goes well for him, and for me too....I would admit I worry alittle about what they will think of me, but i dont expect anything. I'll just try a d keep some kind of posative attitude, I really dont have anything to worry about though...it will be fun ( fun?). Eitherway...I get to hang with Rebecca, who is always a party and a half to hang with, lol isnt that right Rebecca? anyway besides that, and a broken Ipod that I cant get fixed till after camp. everything is going good, I am working on my vocals alot and even got an offer to do some work for a metal band. well, I think we'll see about that, I am going to be at camp for awhile. I went to the movies with Katina and Taryn afew days ago, it was pretty awsome. we ate at Gilford house of pizza, which may I say... had the best fuckin food ever. Katina gave me a straightening iron which works wonders....I think I am a sicks sick person for being so self conscious but i love the way look with straight hair.
for some reason I've been really lonely lately...havent been able to sleep either....
I miss you?
anyway I'm out, leave a comment
Jon B.
peace