what happens when we found out we were walking on ground that wasnt there beautiful?
I'm your lover, I'm your Zero
missed me everyone ?
I just got back from Jew Camp....I had a pretty good time, but I left midway through....I just wasnt having that much fun. honestly...I missed Ali alot too, and my music, and my friends. I kidna regret leaving...but at the same time I am glad I left. the first few days back have been tuff, I dont feel exacly at home anymore...and it's not that i miss camp, it's that the people I care about....well lets just say afew things change. I am too god damn trusting sometimes, and othertimes I'm not trusting enought. I would like to think all those around me have good intentions, most of them do.....I hope. my self consciousness issue has only increased since i went to camp. I feel underated....and I dont trust my loved ones anymore. I seam worthless and meaning less... and people I once relied on...are kinda gone.
god damn I love you