stressed beyond words ( Read more... )

it has been a whirlwind of emotions
with xuewen flying off to brisbane
and then vday, bday and month anniversary falling within a few days of each other
i've been very blessed
i am very blessed
i think joshua thrives on making me feel like a princess


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as the 9th of february draws closer and closer
i find myself thinking about xuewen's departure more and more
and each time, the amount of sadness that i feel increases
i feel like i can't get enough of her even in these remaining days

man,
i'm really really going to miss my sister like crazy ):

I woke up from my sleep today feeling terribly unrested ( Read more... )

Sitting at Burger King at ecp right now.
xuewen and yonghao are off dating somewhere along ecp. heh. i didn't want to come though xw kept bugging me initially. then at 7ish she msged me to say i really suck and how she was feeling so lousy because firstly, its awkward i guess between them and she had no socks and everything. then i started to feel ( Read more... )

i'm suddenly realising the impact of procrastination. i've always been quite a lazy person, especially regarding things i don't like but this time takes the cake. for some reason, i couldn't get back into the mood of school. i think its because of everything that is going on in my personal life, in my family life, a lot of changes, a lot of ups and ( Read more... )

lester is right
one day when i'm old and a grandmother myself, i will regret having ever been so rude to my grandmother.
i know that she's just as worried about mum and dad in china as i am but the way she goes about worrying and trying to do stuff just makes things a lot worse.. i'm sick, tired, stressed, and pulled in many directions already as it ( Read more... )

i know i'm not supposed to believe in it, and i often chastise my mum for doing so but i can't help it ( Read more... )

today started out as a dready grumpy day. i reached home at 4am last night after going out to celebrate wanping's birthday at kbox. had a lesson at 8am but then i had already made up my mind not to go for it since its a gem anw, and aimed instead for the core lecture at 10am. so i woke up, sleepy and grumpy and unwilling to start getting back into ( Read more... )

i thought this year's NDP was good, or what i saw of the preview! haha but then again the preview = actual unless of course they realise there was some horrible problem with it and revamped the entire thing, nott. it was funny and interesting. i dunno what the theme was but they had a segment where there was a bomb discovered on the floating ( Read more... )