bah/
so still no word. where did i go wrong?
i swear. this summer has not been good on my whole self confidence. first fucking andy wants to date then he leaves and he ends up having a gf, sweet. ya i know. then..my "best frriend" yea that sucked.
definitely went all down hill from there, i can't stand listening to waht other people want. bc i dont even know wha ti want of me. I dont understand this world i dont understand why people try to tell me what to do, why people just cant be happy for me.
well i guess they are right i'm always dependable for them, but for myself i'm not...
oh bother.
i swear. this summer has not been good on my whole self confidence. first fucking andy wants to date then he leaves and he ends up having a gf, sweet. ya i know. then..my "best frriend" yea that sucked.
definitely went all down hill from there, i can't stand listening to waht other people want. bc i dont even know wha ti want of me. I dont understand this world i dont understand why people try to tell me what to do, why people just cant be happy for me.
well i guess they are right i'm always dependable for them, but for myself i'm not...
oh bother.