Jul 29, 2006 22:05
honestly, bad things always happen to me with guys. i swer im not meant to be with someone. i want to break down and cry right now bc i thought i was actually going to be able to go hang out with a guy and be good. and i was really excited as well.
well..so i get stood up. sweet. i guess karma really does show up in th emost unexpected ways. well i feel like shit and definitely just lost a lot of self confidence in things.
Makes me wonder...so what the fuck am i doing wrong that every guy can just walk into my life and then walk right the hell out without any explanations. i can't do this anymore. i hate that guys do this. maybe there is some logical explanation but what the fuck, a courtesy call that would be nice. and to think that i was all excited. well see this is what happens when i get way too excited over things
boo. im kind of broken now. i swear all i can do is shake my head and be really sad... :O(
WTF? i dont understand why all these things happen!
owiejtowigniwnfeoi.