college life the first couple of weeks
so i don't know what to say for the first time in my life.
Here's an overview of everything that has happened..
WElcome weekend was completely amazing. Got a lil drunk, played beer pong within the first 5 hours of arriving at the house. That was defintely sweet. Our neighbors are cool as hell but defintely all 21..so all they really care about is partying..so we will see how that goes. But..then one weekend straub showed up. I showed her around and I miss her so much and she is doing so well. She was here to see her bf sam, and i think they are quite adorable together.
The first home football game was thursday of last week and it was quite crazy. I drank before the game at like 1 in the afternoon...who in the world does that? oh sam migiel and danielle briehof. lol. We were ridiculous. so then i stopped drinking for a lil bit and mary megan and i all headed to the game...
This was definitely the day for meeting new people...
As we were all walking down the stairs I saw this athletic guy, who was tall...and of course as we all know that is defintely my type. Well, i guess i got caught staring..bc he waved. I didnt think he was waving at me..so i didnt wave back..while i was passing him, i looked back and waved..he waved. I thought that was goign to be the end of it. Well, next thing i know i hear something so i turn around..and he waves me over. So i walk back, we chat a lil bit. I end up giving him my number bc he asked for it...story will be continued later..
So after tha tlil event i was all proud of myself bc i gave my number to a guy. I was like wooo! go sam. confidence builder.hahahaha... well when i caught up with mary and megan we headed over to tailgate..where i met mike and darold..they are probably two of the sweetest guys i have ever met! i <3 them so much and they will defintely be kept around for a long time!
Since then i have randomly gone to see darold to pick up a cd..and then later in the week we defintely went and got taco bell at like 2 in the morning. it was quite ridiculous. it was great fun tho. Umm...i went and saw mike(y) when i went to go meet the greeks. that was fun we played some ping pong and got to know eachother.
So..classes have been ridiculous but I have been keeping up and I am very proud of myself. This next week is defintely going to be one of buckling down though bc with formal recruitment coming up I have to be on top of my game. considering I have a test in like 3 of my classes it is defintely going to be a doozy! lol
Oh and my mission this year is to be more involved in things so I am goign to join a sorority *hopefully* and then i'm doing sibs weekend again, going to join on the fly, program board, and join the accounting society. This should defintely be a fun, exciting and very involved year.
And one of the girls in my classes tha ti thought was cool, defintely being a huge bitch..and i'ml ike honsetly wtf. I don't understand people sometimes. Just bc u get a boyfriend doesnt mean that you are the shit! DONK!
I hate when people get bf's and then they have no time for their friends. Ya know i really hope that when i get a bf that i am never like that and that if i am someone will look me in the face and tell me tha tI'm being a bitch or being inconsiderate.
ahh...but as for the continuation of the story... so this guy that i met at the football game...he runs track here at cmu, and seems like a really nice guy. We have had great conversations so far, and he seems like a total sweetheart. he is a senior and 21. which is definitely a give and a take situation..and i'm thinking i will have to take this at face value. HE seems interested but I have defintely been wrong before, like way wrong. He wants to go get ice cream or something sometime..so that is definitely good. But you never know these days.
I still have to be careful just because he couldbe like every other guy and just take me out for ice cream and just be like nope not interested anymore. I dunno, this definitely just sucks though bc it makes me think that all guys are just cold-hearted. booo! why do i think like this..but as my friend kyle once told me aim low and ur expectaions will always be met..or something around thatnature. And so i'm not setting my standards very high on that this guy will follow through. Jus tliek every other guy has followed through. ahh this is ridiculous.
I need to think positive! ahhh i just wish my daddy was here..but oh me and ryan are finally talking again. and i'm so excited for it bc h onestly as much as i can bitch and complain i dont need him. I do. He knows basically everything about me and if he's not in my life i feel like i have fallen apart.
but anyways. the lawyers stuff is defintely not cleared up and i'm getting frustrated i just want things to work out how they are supposed to. Obviously i want what everyone deserves but we will see how that goes. ahhh so this has defintely been wayyy crazy!
oh and i have been eating better. but i still feel like a blimp..so it makes me really sad. and then there are times will i canjust shovel food in..and i definitely need to learn to control my eating habits bc eating nothing one day, and everything th enext definitely does not even out..ahhh this is ridiculous..ahh oh well..
i need to go to bed.
Here's an overview of everything that has happened..
WElcome weekend was completely amazing. Got a lil drunk, played beer pong within the first 5 hours of arriving at the house. That was defintely sweet. Our neighbors are cool as hell but defintely all 21..so all they really care about is partying..so we will see how that goes. But..then one weekend straub showed up. I showed her around and I miss her so much and she is doing so well. She was here to see her bf sam, and i think they are quite adorable together.
The first home football game was thursday of last week and it was quite crazy. I drank before the game at like 1 in the afternoon...who in the world does that? oh sam migiel and danielle briehof. lol. We were ridiculous. so then i stopped drinking for a lil bit and mary megan and i all headed to the game...
This was definitely the day for meeting new people...
As we were all walking down the stairs I saw this athletic guy, who was tall...and of course as we all know that is defintely my type. Well, i guess i got caught staring..bc he waved. I didnt think he was waving at me..so i didnt wave back..while i was passing him, i looked back and waved..he waved. I thought that was goign to be the end of it. Well, next thing i know i hear something so i turn around..and he waves me over. So i walk back, we chat a lil bit. I end up giving him my number bc he asked for it...story will be continued later..
So after tha tlil event i was all proud of myself bc i gave my number to a guy. I was like wooo! go sam. confidence builder.hahahaha... well when i caught up with mary and megan we headed over to tailgate..where i met mike and darold..they are probably two of the sweetest guys i have ever met! i <3 them so much and they will defintely be kept around for a long time!
Since then i have randomly gone to see darold to pick up a cd..and then later in the week we defintely went and got taco bell at like 2 in the morning. it was quite ridiculous. it was great fun tho. Umm...i went and saw mike(y) when i went to go meet the greeks. that was fun we played some ping pong and got to know eachother.
So..classes have been ridiculous but I have been keeping up and I am very proud of myself. This next week is defintely going to be one of buckling down though bc with formal recruitment coming up I have to be on top of my game. considering I have a test in like 3 of my classes it is defintely going to be a doozy! lol
Oh and my mission this year is to be more involved in things so I am goign to join a sorority *hopefully* and then i'm doing sibs weekend again, going to join on the fly, program board, and join the accounting society. This should defintely be a fun, exciting and very involved year.
And one of the girls in my classes tha ti thought was cool, defintely being a huge bitch..and i'ml ike honsetly wtf. I don't understand people sometimes. Just bc u get a boyfriend doesnt mean that you are the shit! DONK!
I hate when people get bf's and then they have no time for their friends. Ya know i really hope that when i get a bf that i am never like that and that if i am someone will look me in the face and tell me tha tI'm being a bitch or being inconsiderate.
ahh...but as for the continuation of the story... so this guy that i met at the football game...he runs track here at cmu, and seems like a really nice guy. We have had great conversations so far, and he seems like a total sweetheart. he is a senior and 21. which is definitely a give and a take situation..and i'm thinking i will have to take this at face value. HE seems interested but I have defintely been wrong before, like way wrong. He wants to go get ice cream or something sometime..so that is definitely good. But you never know these days.
I still have to be careful just because he couldbe like every other guy and just take me out for ice cream and just be like nope not interested anymore. I dunno, this definitely just sucks though bc it makes me think that all guys are just cold-hearted. booo! why do i think like this..but as my friend kyle once told me aim low and ur expectaions will always be met..or something around thatnature. And so i'm not setting my standards very high on that this guy will follow through. Jus tliek every other guy has followed through. ahh this is ridiculous.
I need to think positive! ahhh i just wish my daddy was here..but oh me and ryan are finally talking again. and i'm so excited for it bc h onestly as much as i can bitch and complain i dont need him. I do. He knows basically everything about me and if he's not in my life i feel like i have fallen apart.
but anyways. the lawyers stuff is defintely not cleared up and i'm getting frustrated i just want things to work out how they are supposed to. Obviously i want what everyone deserves but we will see how that goes. ahhh so this has defintely been wayyy crazy!
oh and i have been eating better. but i still feel like a blimp..so it makes me really sad. and then there are times will i canjust shovel food in..and i definitely need to learn to control my eating habits bc eating nothing one day, and everything th enext definitely does not even out..ahhh this is ridiculous..ahh oh well..
i need to go to bed.