LIFE
with life its only a matter of time before everyone has killed themselves.
i become numb with the saddness.
the unknowing of why it happened..or why we end up feeling this way.
i kept far to much inside myself.
always trying to hide myself.
i am not a bitter person.
but i have become one not to much for sleeping.
to close my eyes and not live my life...
well i try to do it all.
because one day i will loose it all.
and slowly sometimes i feel like those around me are already starting to slip away.
each and every day... one by one...
until all is gone.
i have been having these nightmares lately that everyone around me is dying and then i get these feelings when something is about to happen. i can feel myself slowly start breaking down.
this paranoia that i am the next in line to die.
i become numb with the saddness.
the unknowing of why it happened..or why we end up feeling this way.
i kept far to much inside myself.
always trying to hide myself.
i am not a bitter person.
but i have become one not to much for sleeping.
to close my eyes and not live my life...
well i try to do it all.
because one day i will loose it all.
and slowly sometimes i feel like those around me are already starting to slip away.
each and every day... one by one...
until all is gone.
i have been having these nightmares lately that everyone around me is dying and then i get these feelings when something is about to happen. i can feel myself slowly start breaking down.
this paranoia that i am the next in line to die.