you were made of smoke and hatefull things.

[xthisgirlkills]

I will crawl inside your dreams, seems like home to me.

I can get lost in wonderland anytime I please.

I need to clear my mind of everything before I am able to do anything.
No more trying, no more crying. Love, I am done with you.

In my life i had made my share of mistakes and for them i paid the price, lost a part of my life.
now i look before i leap.
i dream before i sleep.
I am steady and cautious.
if i blink i will know that i have lost this...
got to hold on for dear life, got to make all the wrong ive done right.
no more tears.
no more.
and i wont start a fight tonight.

i dont need to make my mind up today.
im not sure what path i would want to take.
what kind of life i would like to make.

im feeling bad im feeling bruised.
not used to being used.
i guess this is what love does.
push,pulls and tugs at all the loose strings.
without even knowing what it all means.
loose feeling in yourself.
misdirect your step and decide to sit.
when your heart begins to heal.
then it will all fit.

you told me you were an angel with broken wings.
but you are just a demon.
you can only hide behind false light for so long.
till your hate fills the air.
made of smoke and hatefull things.