slipping away from you
somethings got to change.
or i will stray.
i was once in love with this crazy maze you have me in..
and now my head is fuzzy and my stomache spins.
we have lost each other somewhere along the way.
i once saw so much love inside your eyes.
and i am sure you saw in mine.
but all you see is lies, what lies you can bend my words to make.
i wonder what eyes you are looking at me with now, i almost cannot recognize the person thats inside.
i saw you slipping away and i tried to grab you, but i fear my grip is about to slip.
slip.
slip.
i fell into this emmotionless rut.
where i am having to bite my tongue to stop from saying...
how i feel?
i am afriad you will no longer except me for who i am..but for what you can make of me. by changing me.
even when i am happy i can see my heart breaking.
its always felt a little broke.
i just feel like there is something missing inside of me.
i cant help but feel like i am loosing you.
once i had held you so close to me.
now you are turning into nothing.
ashes in an empty urn.
there was more i just needed to learn.
i will just sit back and watch you fade away.
you alienize me.
make me feel like there is something wrong, when everything i do is natural.
normal.
and you cant even touch me.
i know men who would kill to be in your shoes even for a second.
and you take me for granite.
how can i try and look on the brighter side when this dark one that i am on is the only side you will let me see.
the only view i have ever knew of you.
you make me feel weak.
unwanted.
once you feel safe secure loved and wanted somethings got to give out.
im giving up on trying to meet you half way.
and you never having anything to say.
i cannot be the only one wanting and working on this.
it is one sided.
you cannot wait on anyone to do anything for you to make your happiness real.
to conquear your fears.
because all people do is let you down.
we have gotten to deep to leave..
or have we?
you dont even know who i am.
always hurting my feelings, i maybe an emmotional nightmare but you are just emmotionless.
i always hate whenever things start to come to this we get here..
and i fear this may be the last time.
the last time that we get to kiss.
the last time we share feelings like this.
i cant keep crying over things that you can easily fix...
i cant keep trying to feel this.
i know one day you will have to go and i know i know i will never know.
when it will be,
if you leave in my sleep, how can you sleep when i tell you what is hurting me.
how ycan you even function.
i know if the tables were turn i would stay.
i am fighting to stay alive.
and i am fighting not to say goodbye.
and now i dont even know if i can believe in what i am fighting for.
or i will stray.
i was once in love with this crazy maze you have me in..
and now my head is fuzzy and my stomache spins.
we have lost each other somewhere along the way.
i once saw so much love inside your eyes.
and i am sure you saw in mine.
but all you see is lies, what lies you can bend my words to make.
i wonder what eyes you are looking at me with now, i almost cannot recognize the person thats inside.
i saw you slipping away and i tried to grab you, but i fear my grip is about to slip.
slip.
slip.
i fell into this emmotionless rut.
where i am having to bite my tongue to stop from saying...
how i feel?
i am afriad you will no longer except me for who i am..but for what you can make of me. by changing me.
even when i am happy i can see my heart breaking.
its always felt a little broke.
i just feel like there is something missing inside of me.
i cant help but feel like i am loosing you.
once i had held you so close to me.
now you are turning into nothing.
ashes in an empty urn.
there was more i just needed to learn.
i will just sit back and watch you fade away.
you alienize me.
make me feel like there is something wrong, when everything i do is natural.
normal.
and you cant even touch me.
i know men who would kill to be in your shoes even for a second.
and you take me for granite.
how can i try and look on the brighter side when this dark one that i am on is the only side you will let me see.
the only view i have ever knew of you.
you make me feel weak.
unwanted.
once you feel safe secure loved and wanted somethings got to give out.
im giving up on trying to meet you half way.
and you never having anything to say.
i cannot be the only one wanting and working on this.
it is one sided.
you cannot wait on anyone to do anything for you to make your happiness real.
to conquear your fears.
because all people do is let you down.
we have gotten to deep to leave..
or have we?
you dont even know who i am.
always hurting my feelings, i maybe an emmotional nightmare but you are just emmotionless.
i always hate whenever things start to come to this we get here..
and i fear this may be the last time.
the last time that we get to kiss.
the last time we share feelings like this.
i cant keep crying over things that you can easily fix...
i cant keep trying to feel this.
i know one day you will have to go and i know i know i will never know.
when it will be,
if you leave in my sleep, how can you sleep when i tell you what is hurting me.
how ycan you even function.
i know if the tables were turn i would stay.
i am fighting to stay alive.
and i am fighting not to say goodbye.
and now i dont even know if i can believe in what i am fighting for.