don't tell me that this doesn't hurt you i need you to feel the same as i do

[xtake_it_awayx3]

this week has pretty much sucked. i didnt get to go to the concert on thursday and then i got to hear everyone talking about it on friday. i wish i went. RJ was at school on monday and i felt like a hug so before he left school i got a hug. that made my day. i was happy. i hate my house a lot right now. everything sucks. i dont want to be here because the people piss me off. my mom thinks im screwed in the head, i just love it. courtney thanks for being there and listening to all my fucked up problems and me yelling on the phone about how much i hate it. my mom doesnt get anything, she thinks sending me away is going to solve everything. it makes everything so much worse. i hate parents they dont get shit. it makes me mad. i think i need to get laid. wow im really random today.

this is my final goodbye
now i can say it's real
and i can feel the pain
all i do is reason
i wanna change things but i don't have a say

trying to be strong
and i've seen the time
ive seen the time go so fast
all this with you

i'd rather die than bleed
let's forget those things we said
i'd rather die than bleed
the sun has set but still
here i am, i can't forget